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The Broken Mirror.
Submitted by: lrw
columbus ohioI am a person searching for a way to be whole.
I cannot do this. That has been my curse. I am not capable, I cannot. Even as I sit here today writing this, I still find myself fighting myself. You will fail. Give up. Just like you do with everything else. Every job, every project, every relationship.
I have always and still to some degree, do think I am a failure. It took me many years to realize that I somehow was scared I didn’t deserve anything. I was a coward. Afraid of my own reflection. See, I knew I wasn’t good enough, and so did everyone else. I was scared of my own shadow, not realising that it was a part of me.
I thought I was alone in this and it was not until I found The Secret that I realized I am not.
I am not saying I am healed yet, by any means, however, I do feel I am on my way.
My story is probably the same as everyone else’s, Tragedy, poverty, sadness, and being told that you’re worthless by everyone and anyone who did not get what they wanted from you, regardless if you even knew that what that was.
The difference is that I don’t feel it Is about my story anymore, my past, I want it to be about my recovery, my now, so I’m on my way. I feel that is further than I’ve ever been before.