I know I’m “only sixteen and don’t know life yet,” but that’s not true. I’ve tackled my sexuality (bisexual), bullying (because of my nationality), hatred, loss, parental problems, emotional abuse, eating disorders, self harm, depression, and other problems, and with the help of people like you and like the wonderful people that I am blessed to call friends, I got through and could smile.
I was recently at the doctor’s to get my ovaries scanned and he found a massive cyst that was the reason for my pain. Now, I’ve always tried to keep solid faith and to stay positive and live The Secret, without even ‘knowing’ it.
Then I started talking to my step mom about how hard it was to stay positive in the midst of depression, and after an average of three or so panic attacks a week. She gave me The Secret book and as I read it I started thinking about how I could apply it, before I just said, “Okay, screw thinking about it, let’s do this.”
So my first try was my cyst. Actually, I call it Steve (simply because I can’t stand the word “cyst”). So my thought was, “Steve will be fine today. He will go away and I will not need surgery. I will be able to walk today. I will walk perfectly fine.” And a few minute later, the pain dimmed until it just went away. Now for someone who has been in constant pain for over a year this was a tiny miracle.
So thank you, for renewing my faith and gifting me with The Secret.
BTW I am also an author; my book “The Monologues” is yet to be finished but will be published by the time I’m finished with College. This is my goal and I shall easily achieve it. 🙂
Love You all,