My Most Precious Love.. :)
I knew like I knew like I knew that some day I will see my story here..! 🙂
Okay friends, I will give you a summary of whatever happened in my life a year back.. and how my life took a 180 degree flip. I was in a relationship with a guy for two and a half years which ended badly in the month of May,2012. And the reason was me, my daily tantrums, my insecurities, misunderstandings etc etc.
After I failed to convince him to come back, I decided to put in use The Secret seriously. I knew The Secret but never applied it in the right way. So I was sure that the secret will bring him back to me. Moreover I and my ex maintained a friendly relation all through this days,so i was even more sure that he would one day definitely come back to me.
Since that month,day by day, I started loving life, loving myself, loving people, eliminating negativities, introducing positivities, helping out people, being self dependent, being grateful, and along with this I wrote my journal about him and about us getting back. For me,he was ‘the one’ and I couldnt think of anyone else.
Anyways, after about 10 months this february,2013 my Mom got to see the journal and got furious. I knew that she had never approved of the guy I loved because of some personal family disputes but I thought I would convince her. But I was wrong and I was shattered. But I wanted to check what were his feelings after this long gap.
I called him up, and after 10 months I again took up the relationship topic before him and asked him if he wanted to give it a second chance. He just told one thing, that he has moved on.
I was in awe. Why didn’t the law of attraction work out for me? Did I go wrong in any of the methods? Is writing journal even a failure? Just after a few minutes all my questions were answered by my Genie.. my Inner Soul.
Firstly, the Universe conspired and made my mom see the journal which resulted in me calling him and getting to know that he is never coming back. If this hadn’t happened, I would have waited months and years for a person who was never going to come back. This lightened my burden and made me free of the guilt, because when someone loves truly he can never move on that easy. So if he could, then I would rather say ‘I deserve much better than him.’
Secondly, months of awaiting and making myself better had made me strong to an extent where I could stand any storm and endure any pain.
Thirdly, my relationships with my parents which had gone rough was again back to life in this 10 months.
And last but not the least, my ex showed me ‘To what extent I can love, To what extent I can give, And To what extent I can be better and better and better.’ So a big Thank you to him.
I finally let him go.
A few days back I was wondering about how it would be if I had someone who would love me unconditionally. and then it clicked, there is someone who provides me with infinite love, unbounded care,unexplained affection,and anything i would ever crave for.. ‘My Genie”..My Most Precious Love. I am so in love with Genie that sometimes I feel I don’t need a Lover.
However, I am sure I will very soon come across my ‘Actual The One’ who will Love me forever and ever and ever.
Love and joys to all out there. The Secret gave me a new Life.:)
Thank you the whole Secret Team. 🙂