Before I start I just want to say a huge thanks to Rhona Byrne for this amazing book. Thanks to god and the universe. I’m starting my story by telling all I had a bad eating disorder. Ran into a few problems at work and started taking it out in myself – I wasnt good enough, wasnt pretty enough, wasnt thin enough etc . I couldn’t loose the weight fast enough so I turned to laxitives and slimming pills. I was also binge eating so I wasnt losing the weight at all. I just couldn’t control myself at all. If anything bad would happen in my day at work I would blame myself. I would eat and eat and eat till the pain was so bad I would think I was going to die. Then it was so easy just to swallow 15-20 laxitives and think it would all come out of me again.
I used to try so hard to stop doing this to myself but I would just cry and cry and give up and give in and force myself to eat . Then both my parents passed away due to illiness and I was left. At the start I said to myself sure I might as well just keep going and eventually I would just die too and this was any easy way out . My mom passed early this year and at the same time I was given a copy of The Secret. The minute I read it I loved it. I just loved the fact of getting what I wanted. So I tried using it for my eating habits. It might work for a few days and then I was back to square one again. I was taking laxitives every day again.
Till one day out of the blue, it just struck me, I’ve no idea how. It was like when I stopped worrying everything just fell in to place. I started craving healthy food, loads of veg and fruit. I stopped buying food that I would usually buy to purge on. I’ve been like this for two weeks now and I’m so proud of me. I cant believe I have been doing this to my body with the last 5-6 years and all of a sudden this clean new start. I feel amazing and guess what I’ve lost a few pounds the healthy way.
So for any body out there trying to get help but feel you cant talk to any one. Use The Secret. I’ve looked up help on the net loads of times and they said you can’t just got to bed and pray and hope that this will be gone the next morning. I’m living proof that you can. Trust me. It will work for you. I promise.
Thanks to all for the amazing stories. Please more romantic ones . I love them x x x