Love, the good and the bad!!
First, I apologize for my written English!
In 2008, I was heartbroken and my ex boyfriend told me to read the Secret. And I did. It helped me a lot.
I began visualisation of the man I wanted to have in my life. And try to feel it. So, 13 days after my breakup, a new man came into my life. Everything was perfect – or almost. We had same interests, liked the same food, liked being relaxed in the same times, liked the same trips, the same movies. We lived in the same area (2 minutes of each other) and had fun together!!
But, after 4 or 5 months, I began to have doubts about him and me, because I didn’t have self-confidence for me. So I left him. I was very sad and than I began to realize that I wanted to be with him. So I started visualise me with him again. He called me after 1 month of separation and we got back together. I was so happy!!
But my self-confidence wasn’t rebuilt. So, I began to worry that he may leave me, that he may meet another woman better than me… and guess what… He left me after 1 year (including the month of separation!!)
Then, even though I knew the Secret, I became depressed. Now, it’s almost been 1 year that we are separation and I’m trying to get over him and most importantly to rebuild myself. I’m doing much better, but I’m still very disappointed in myself, because I understand … that I attracted the good and the bad!
Hope next time, I will not let my low self-esteem destroy my relationship!!
Good luck to you all!