It Happend To Me
Three years ago in 2003 I was really down in the dumps. I’d walk around with my head down, I didn’t love myself, let alone love anyone else. I was always sad and angry with myself and the world. I wasn’t working at the time, and just stayed home drinking alcohol and smoking drugs. When I was drunk I’d act out and make a complete fool of myself. To make matters worse I was overweight at my heaviest – size 18-20.
I had so much negativity in mind that one night in 2005 I just couldn’t take it no more. That night everything in my life changed. My Poppy, who is now passed on, came to see me. He was smiling and did a kind of wave like when you’re driving past someone. He didn’t say anything – just kept smiling at me. I was so scared because that’s the first time I’ve ever experienced anything like that. Then I looked around and saw my other Papa. He didn’t say anything either, just the look in his eyes was of love and kindness. My Nanny was there too, just smiling at me. Funny thing is I’ve never met them – my Nanny and Papa had already passed on before I was born.
Anyway, the next day I was a completely new person. I was transformed, like I was an angel, beautiful inside and out. I had soo much love and joy inside me, it felt amazing!!!
I love to sing, and when I listened to these lyrics: “Ask for a little help from above, send that angel down to me,” I really meant it with my heart and soul, and it happened to me. So I was applying the Secret even though I didn’t know about it at that time. It goes to show that even if you’re really down and feeling negative, miracles can still happen to you.
Sorry about the long story, but may you all be blessed with love, joy, and happiness. Never ever ever give up!!