I Believe In The Secret
I’m just a fourteen year old, so I have a lot to learn from life yet… but I would like to present this little story here, which is about to change my life. And I BELIEVE it will.
I was exposed to The Secret a few months back. My brother’s friend gifted my brother the book ‘The Secret’. I still remember how my brother first described the book – “This book explains how to get WHATEVER you want in life… be it money, grades, or even friends.” When I heard him say that, I thought the book was pure fiction and didn’t make sense. I mean, how can anyone be whatever they want? Nonsense.
But then along with those thoughts, a sense of curiosity had also risen (the title of the book itself raises so many questions!). I couldn’t wait to read it. Once my exams were over, I got down to reading this book. And I loved it. Then came the video – I watched that too. I told my friends about it who believed in me (they had unconsciously used it many times, they realized). After I explored The Secret I didn’t really start using it religiously. I used it in times of emergency, without taking care of the powerful process of gratitude. All I did was visualize, and in that process I sent mixed frequencies to the Universe (different visualizations – I myself was confused!), so obviously it didn’t help me. I thought I was the odd one out of the whole world who doesn’t know how to use The Secret and will live forever without using it.
Let me include right here, I ALREADY HAVE EVERYTHING ONE WANTS. But human nature always wants more. And so did I. I have the best parents, the best brother, good grades, great friends (OK, they may be a little rude sometimes, but hey, I know their intention is good and they love me). But whenever anything bad happened to me (which was attracted by me of course) I had just one thought – I want to die. Yes, I had suicidal tendencies. I mean, I have everything I want, yet I wanted to die… and I don’t really know why. People would usually find me in a depressed state for no apparent reason. I used to keep on crying for the littlest of things – friends’ being rude, bad marks, parents not loving me (my illusion it was, and I realize it now), everything! Then I heard this song ‘Welcome To My Life’ by Simple Plan (it’s the most depressing song ever). I started to sing it every moment, and I thought it related to my life (even though it didn’t), and by doing so, I myself gave out those negative thoughts to the Universe, without knowing ‘thoughts become things’.
Anyway, then I stumbled upon this site. When I read the millions of Secret Stories, I thought, “I can use it too. I am gonna improve my condition.” I just didn’t know how… strangely, because The Secret book explains just what to do. When I opened the book again, ‘Powerful Processes’ was the page that opened. I read that whole chapter again… and I think I did it more attentively and with deeper concentration than the first time, because now I REALLY wanted to LIVE The Secret.
The first thing I did after reading that was make a huge list of what I am thankful for and what I need to visualize every single day. Let me add in it was really difficult for me to start loving myself because all I had done in the past was hate myself. It was hard to start thinking that, I can change my life, I can love myself truly, because thats how my life will start going the way I want it to, and thats how I will fall even more in love with me. But I had to start afresh.
And I did.
Its been two days now. Every day I have been visualizing my perfect life and am trying to say ‘Thank You’ whenever I get time. Nothings changed till now. My mother thinks Ive been irritating her too much since the past two days, theres no drastic change in my life, I have been facing problems with teachers and office bearers in school. Still I believe that my perfect life is on its way. The Universe is bringing it to me. I KNOW IT IS. I BELIEVE IT IS. And once it does, my second story on this website will be put up… and I can visualize writing that. =)
BELIEVE IN YOURSELF AND THE UNIVERSE.