Broken Heart To A Blissful Present!
First of all I would like to say that I am so trilled and thankful to see such nice inspirational stories which give hope and courage. And I too have a beautiful story of my own to share with you!
I am from Sri Lanka, and one day when I was watching the Ellen show I came to know about The Secret. I just came to know about the concept of The Secret briefly, but didnt have much interest in looking it further.
After the annual Christmas party of my new company, a friend gave me a lift to my place and I just mentioned about The Secret. He said he has the movie so that he will give it to me next working day. I got the movie from him and I watched it for the first time. Then I got so surprised and happy for knowing the knowledge of The Secret, and next day I went to the book store in Colombo and bought a copy of my own.
At that time my life was a total mess, and I was like an incomplete puzzle still looking for missing parts. I had a lot to go through, and I was so tired and almost gave up hope of having a joyful life. I got good grades in school and was very popular among my friends. Basically I was having a normal but happy and content life.
Things got worse when I first started to feel the beautiful thing called Love. Coming from a conservative background and being raised in an Asian country, a man having intimate feelings to another man is considered a sinful and shameful act. Yes my dear friends, I was in love with another man in the same office where I used to work. At first we were friends and as time went by I told him about the feelings I had to him. I have to admit that I was a little aggressive in my approach towards him, and it made him really uncomfortable. I accept that my behavior was not acceptable but my love towards him was very much true and pure. He then told me that he is not gay and he does not want me to see my face, and I totally lost myself and most of my time spent with grief and trauma. He even threatened me that if things get worse he would sue me for sexual harassment. I couldnt believe that he would react like that. I was totally in love with him and I couldnt live a single day without seeing him.
I lost interest in living and I cursed each day for making me to live in this cruel world. At that time I was studying part time, and I was failing my exams constantly and having very bad relationships with my parents. There were a few of my close friends who knew what happened, and they were always with me at that time and I am so thankful for that.
Having this sort of a condition in my life, I looked for another company to leave my earlier one. I did not care about the company and all I wanted to do was leave that place. I somehow managed to get a place where I was paid less than what I was getting, and life was very much tough. By this time I was in the process of recovering what happened to me and getting adjusted to a very simple life since I was not receiving a very good pay check at the end of the month!!!
After getting The Secret from my friend in my new office I watched it over and over again and read the book few times. I was so stunned to see whats in there. It came to me right at the time where I was expecting a beautiful miracle to happen in my life…
The Secret gave me hope, courage, and faith to be who I am and look for possibilities of achieving the things I want, and to dream on without any boundaries. I am Gay and I am so proud of it, and now I am sure that the Universe will give me the ideal person for me just the way I visualize every day.
I also asked from the Universe to pass my accountancy exam, which I was constantly failing at that time, and give me a chance to live in London, where I feel truly independent and have a life full of prosperity and love. I daily visualize and paid gratitude for the things I have gotten and experience, both good and bad, and also for giving me the knowledge of life and to seek true happiness. I even had a vision board with the things I like to have and visualize having already acquired them.
After about one month I got through my accountancy qualification last exam, and I got an attractive offer from another company to work as a Financial Analysts. The best part is that the new role that I will be taking this November requires me to frequently travel to London for company related work. I am sure and have faith that this company will eventually grant me a work permit and let me live and work completely in London.
Finally, I want to say that life is not as bad as you think, and all you have to do is to focus on your dreams and have faith of receiving them later in your life, and believe that whatever you want in life can be achieved and it is a fact.
Thank you so much to the entire Secret crew for sharing this knowledge in this modern world and letting us free from our own thoughts!!
Have a nice day
Thought become things