All through my life I knew, just knew, there was someone who could love me unconditionally. I went through so many desperate relationships, all of them triggered by my victimized past. I went to a counselor who helped me truly understand why I felt the way I did. She gave me the tools to slowly change my decision making process. Still I was a victim in my life. Always finding someone I felt was good and the one, yet to have them after time decide I was not “good enough”.

This last relationship devastated me. I was on the brink of giving up all hope. In fact I was begging God to let me die because I would be happier in heaven with him. I hated the world. I was tired of the pain, in this I do not mean physical. I started a blog on the Yahoo Shine Site. Yet most of the blogs I wrote talking about the pain I felt over my failed relationship. Then one day, I wrote this blog and this beautiful person led me to The Secret. I tried to find everything I could on the internet about it. The extensive trailer on this website gave me the start of practicing the law of attraction.

The first day I succeeded in living the entire day with ‘feeling good.’ My job was the smoothest it had ever been; now this is the uncanny part. All I had for dinner that night until my payday, two days away, were two pieces of bread, two eggs, and some sandwich meat. While walking my dog that afternoon, I was thinking of how my dinner was going to be not negative, just thinking how good it would taste. I look down and right before me in the middle of this field is a beautiful fresh and clean $10.00 bill. I was able to buy two days of food and at – get this – a total: $10.99. I had a dollar in my pocket. Of course I am already saying hmmmmmm.

The next month was the usual up and down. Always trying to envision my ex coming back to me. Then one day I had enough of waiting for him. I was going to perform a task that would be the ‘closure’ to the relationship. The night before I was restless, and went to my local Walmart and straight to the book department. There was the book. I didn’t care how much it cost I immediately bought it and went home. I read through half of it, to the visualization summary. I knew that I was ‘good enough’ to be loved, he was not good enough to love me. That evening, I mean that very evening, I check my blog. A very nice man had posted a comment on a piece I had written. Something about how he wrote triggered that ‘feeling’. I responded back. We have been talking for about a week now. I am getting married in or before five weeks from now.

Rhonda, you are truly an angel. I will profess that this is real this is what God intended for us to live, and I tell anyone who is in that negative spiral about The Secret!!!!! I am not kidding, the very night I visualized my soul mate… he was there. Thank you, thank you, thank you.