I am a person that loves to write and I have a job as a busser right now. I recently realized that I have a real problem with anger.
I realized as I looked back at my life that I could see that my anger has been a big issue for me. It has gotten me fired from jobs. I have lost friends because of my anger. When I was a kid I saw my father being angry all the time and it was something that I did not want for myself. It was something that I did not know that was inside of me. It was something that I had always thought I had control over. That was until I found out that I did not.
If it was not for a good friend of mine at my work, I would still be unaware of it. She told me about a film called The Secret. It was something that has opened my eyes to my anger. I realized that almost everything that I said was negative, and if I wanted to be the writer that I longed to be, If I wanted the life and relationships that I desired, I would have to change. I realized that I would have to stop speaking about negative things and start talking about more positive things. I can tell you that this is not easy for me.
I knew this was something that would take a lot of work but I knew that it would be worth it. I realized that one reason I was often negative was that my family did not have that much money and I felt that lack. There was a friend of mine that would always show me all the things that he had. I know now that this was a trigger for my anger.
I want to be happy and not let things get to me. Applying The Secret in my life every day is the way that I know that this will happen. I know that it will take some time, as there are things that I have to let go of. I know that in the long run, it will be all worth it. I am on the path to happiness in my life with the help of God, through the teachings of The Secret book. I hope that many people read this book because it can really change your life too. Thank you.