Amazed and Pregnant
In November of 2007, right after Thanksgiving, I had a miscarriage. I was devastated, and at times I felt so unhappy with everything – my home, my life. I had written in my journal that I wanted to be happy, and somehow I needed to learn to be happy again.
I became a Stampin’ up! demonstrator under someone who lives about 2 hours away from me, and I am so glad that I did. I have heard about The Secret before, but at a meeting my upline and dear friend told us about The Secret. It didn’t click at first, but I was thinking, I have heard about that… It wasn’t until I got home that it finally dawned on me that I heard about it a little more than a year ago. My sister had borrowed my parents CD’s and I had listened to them, and I had tried it for a little while, then forgot to do it.
After I had heard about it again from my friend, I came to the website and started reading. I even did the memory game and was amazed at how accurate it is. Then I was telling my husband I needed to get the book. So I checked out the library and it wasn’t there the first time. Then I checked out a couple of bookstores, and the last one was sold that morning. So I came home and bought it online. But I was getting anxious and wanted it, so we went back to the library, and I kept telling myself that I was going to get it, whether it was the one I had purchased or one from the library. While browsing the library, it wasn’t on the shelf, so we checked out our books and were headed out the door when the librarian was putting it on the cart to put away. My husband said, Hey, can we check that one out too? Apparently someone had it on hold and the librarian had called her and she said that she had already bought it.
I read the book in less than a day, but I kept a hold of it until my book came in the mail. It made me laugh and cry all at the same time, because I understood why I had the miscarriage and why it was so hard for me to get pregnant. The section was on weight loss, but I just changed it to my dilemma of trying to get pregnant. I would look at pregnant women and feel jealous and angry because that was supposed to be me. Then I decided what I wanted. I have wanted twins since I can remember, and one night coming home from the grocery store I saw twin toddlers with their parents and didn’t think anything of it until I got in the house and thought, oh my gosh, I am summoning those things to me.
After less than a month of reading the book and changing my thoughts, I am now pregnant, and I am excited to go to the doctor to hear him say, you are having twins. I am really amazed because I thought it would take longer, but when you have all your energy on something it happens really fast. I am one of those who usually say, this doesn’t work for me. So I am living proof that this does work – if it will work for me, it will work for anyone.
Thanks to everyone who created The Secret and is willing to share with those of us who didn’t know about the law of attraction. You have truly changed my life. I am still in the same house for now, but I am happy most of the time and I realize when I need to change my thoughts, and I am grateful for everything that I have. Thanks again to everyone.