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Submitted by: Pie
EuropeI'm a 17 year old girl, highschooler. Dance is my passion. I'm changing my life for the better.
Hello there,
I decided to share my story with you all. Actually it isn’t even a story, I just want to tell you that everything you see, feel, or get is what you have attracted. I’m still a beginner in the LOA, but want it or not, I attracted some really bad things in my life. Firstly, I have to mention that I have some problems with my father. I hate him and I can’t help it, and it is very connective with things that happened to me.
A few weeks ago a reason to hate him more appeared; I kept thinking bad about him, and made him feel bad as well, ignored him, cursed him because I was sad. I knew that it wouldn’t help me to feel better or whatever, but I couldn’t help it. So a few days ago I was thinking how bad he is while going downstairs, and guess what? I fall down really bad and I broke my leg and hand. I knew that this was because of my negative attitude towards him, but still I ignored it.
Another story with my bad attitude towards my father happened in school. In four years I’ve never had a lower grade than 7/10, but during my history class I got 4! My teacher asked me some unknown question when I hadn’t prepared anything, and most importantly, I was totally sure that he wouldn’t ask me. But my mistake was, a minute before the quiz I said to myself, “How awful it would be if he asked me.” And he did. I knew that it was because of my attitude, but still I couldn’t focus on good things.
The last thing that happened because of my bad thinking was when people started bullying me. From that point I realized that I should stop my bad attitude, so I did. And a day after letting go of my bad feelings about my father, things changed. Right the next day I was feeling better, happier, my grades improved, and my mother started talking to me.
And now I know that no matter how angry, sad, or disappointed about anyone I am, I’m attracting the same to me, not others.