You can always turn things around
I was in such an emotional wreck when my husband told me our marriage was over because of my inability to spend/save money wisely. I was in denial and stressed so much that I couldn’t eat anything even I knew I had to eat because I was 8 weeks pregnant back then.
I asked myself, is it really a good idea to separate while pregnant? No, it can’t be. Then I remembered my husband and I went through so many breakdowns, mostly because of what I did, but we always reconciled.
I first watched The Secret about 5 years ago and thought it was such a great film and I started using it to attract things I wanted. I manifested many things, big things, too. Marriage, permanent residency, and a child who was born in Sep 2009. It took time to manifest them. It took so long that I nearly gave up but eventually I manifested them all. Then, I forgot to use the law of attraction. I got lazy.
So I watched The Secret again and again and again. I watched the relationship section of The Secret repeatedly. I wrote down in present tense how wonderful our relationship IS not was or used to be. Of course there was a time delay. He still wanted to sign affidavit to declare we got separated (and he did) but I kept believing this relationship still could be healed and I kept thinking about how understanding, loving, sweet and caring he is to me and kept writing down how grateful I am.
A few days later we started talking normally without arguing or being teary eyed. He even agreed to come to my appointment with a psychologist to sort our feelings out. He came to the appointment for the ultrasound scan. He saw the baby bouncing around in my belly and it made him re-think.
Now we are happy again. My husband focused on buying a house and is sweet to me. Our daughter is happy and bright. My little bean is kicking up a storm in my belly. And most importantly, I feel happy and grateful to be here today.
Believe that you can always turn things around.