When I Got Certain, It Came To Me!
My story is very long so I apologize for that in advance. However, I hope that my story will inspire and help someone that comes across it. I am thankful for all the stories on this website. One in particular really helped me when I needed it most!
Last year me and my boyfriend were having one of the best years of our lives together. We had already been together for about 10 years and we were really serious about getting married and having children together. Our chemistry together was amazing, we were just perfectly matched in every way. Everything was falling into place and my life and relationship with him were at an all time high. Then around September I started to get negative and started doubting his love for me. I doubted that he wanted to be with me, and I would think to myself that he probably wasn’t feeling as close to me anymore.
Well, you can probably guess what I am about to say next! Yes, he did start doubting his love for me and he pulled away from me and was not as close to me anymore. Finally, at the end of October, he finally ended things with me. I was truly devasted. At first, I thought maybe he just needed a little time because we always worked things out and got back together, but this time he was serious and wanted nothing to do with me.
So I respected what he wanted and let go. It was the hardest thing I ever had to do, but I knew I needed to do it for myself. For the next 9 months, I concentrated on myself as best as I could. It wasn’t easy in the beginning because I would revert back to thinking about what happened and I would purposely try to make myself happy but deep inside I knew I was not really feeling that way. It took months and a lot of different things going on in my life to finally start loving myself and truly being happy with myself. It was a journey of self-discovery and I am so happy I went through it, even though at the time it did not feel good.
I got really clear with the Universe and said what I really wanted. Once I made up my mind that I really wanted my ex back in my life, I absolutely stuck to the fact that I asked the Universe and I expected it to deliver. I didn’t care how the Universe brought us back together, when it did or where it did. I got out the way and let the Universe do its job. I was so confident and so sure that he was coming back into my life that I had a sense of peace every day. After all, why would I be worried about it if I already knew that the Universe was bringing him back to me?
Well, about 3 weeks into feeling certain, and knowing that the Universe would deliver, my ex and I were reunited together in the most amazing way. I needed gas in the car and pulled into a certain gas station. Well, when I pulled in, there was a car there that looked just like his car, I thought to myself, hmmm what if that’s his car? Sure enough, it was his car and we both saw each other at the same time and start staring at each other! We were just both so stunned and surprised to see each other. Especially there of all places! He later said that he didn’t even want to stop at that gas station but he did so anyway! We just kept hugging and kissing each other right there at the gas station. I was ecstatic!
Things are really going well in our relationship, and the deep love is still there between us. I am really, really happy!!! Thank you, thank you, thank you!
What I want to say is this, you have to be certain! You have to know! You have to expect it! I never took no for an answer! In my mind, I was going to get what I wanted, regardless of anything. That is the type of faith you have to have. Once I got sure and got out of the way, then the Universe was able to do its job and fast too! It may not come in the form you expect it to but the Universe knows better and it will deliver. I know you hear this all the time, but never give up. The Universe is capable of anything and everything, but you’ve got to back it with your faith and certainty.
Me and my boyfriend are now discussing marriage and kids and our life together again. This time I know what to do and how to think and feel. Never again will I let fear, doubt, or worry run me the way it did before because trust me, it will manifest into your relationship and life if you allow it to.
Always look for the best. I wish you all success and happiness!!!