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Submitted by: Emily
Near Allentown, PAHard working girl with amazing friends, who just needed something more.
A year and half ago, it felt like someone pulled a rug out from under my feet. My new wife told me she was leaving, and my world came crumbling down around me. I knew in my mind that even though the pain was merciless, eventually in time I would be ok, and fall in love again. But the dating scene was so new to me…
Girl #1 I met a month after the breakup, and was still completely fragile. She rejected me, so I began visualizing how I wanted to feel with the girl who would treat me right. I did this while listening to a song that helped me achieve that feeling.
Girl #2 I met about 6 months later. She wasn’t right for me, I knew this, but I was intrigued by her lifestyle. She lived very on-edge, and it seemed exciting. But she still didn’t appreciate me the way I knew I deserved. I still had a lot of love to give, and visualized holding a white rose to give the girl who held my heart.
So I got tired of looking, decided to focus on my work, family/friends, and graduating with my associates. I finally started giving thanks for being single, and given the opportunity to not only find myself, but become perfectly set on the kind of person I knew I deserved.
About a week ago I received an email from a girl I messaged on a dating site I signed up for when my ex and I first parted. We talked for a few days, and she asked to meet me 🙂 So we made a lunch date. The whole time we laughed and shared stories, and we had so much more in common than I anticipated! After our awesome lunch date, we hugged goodbye and I got in my car and started it. Wouldn’t you know the song I visualized to, came on the radio! I thought it was ironic, but headed to my school to run some errands. Getting off the exit to get to school, I saw a huge truck with the words “White Rose” – “You deserve the best!” written on the side.
Not sure where it’s going yet between her and I, but I know I can’t wait to see her again!!
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!!!!