Hello,

I promised myself that I would write my story here when my wish came true, so I am keeping my word and also believe that I will write more stories soon.

Of course, my thanks go to Rhonda and all who participated in making The Secret, and also to Ester Hicks.

So my story is about love, the love of my life. I have never had any luck in finding someone who would love me unconditionally and who would treat me right. I have had so many bad experiences, and I was always blaming myself and questioning myself whether I was worthy and good enough and pretty enough and why all of these bad things were happening to me.

Then, one day, I met this amazing man, and we fell in love very quickly. And I had the best time of my life. He gave me so much love and everything that I ever wanted. He loved me unconditionally and wanted to marry and be with me forever. But my thoughts were saying to me that this is impossible, I cannot be so happy, something must be wrong. Everything was just too perfect. I started to have doubts and was afraid that he did not love me so much, and I was jealous, very, very jealous. I knew that I had to stop being insecure and stop all that I was thinking and doing, but I didn’t until I drove myself to the worst possible thinking and ended our relationship based on my fears.

I was devastated. After a few days, I realized what I had done. So I called him and explained what was happening to me, but he did not want to talk or have anything to do with me anymore. He was hurt, and he couldn´t accept how I ended things and why, and he stopped communicating with me. I was completely depressed. It was so hard for me because I knew I was the one responsible for everything. And it was so much more difficult to get over everything because we worked together. So I would see him every day, and that hurt me so much that there are no words to describe my pain. I cried every day, several times a day. Every morning when I woke up, and every night before I fell asleep, I would cry and ask myself why he did not want to talk to me and give us another chance if he loved me the way he said he did. I didn’t understand at all. I apologized to him and really tried to make things work, but he was not prepared to do anything about us anymore.

That was when a friend of mine told me about The Secret. So I went and bought the book and also watched The Secret movie several times. I tried to apply The Secret but it did not work. I was too depressed and scared and full of doubts like I had been my whole life. I did everything, but it did not work for me.

Months passed by, and I couldn´t convince myself to let go of the fears, trust, and believe that everything would work out. So I decided to buy The Magic. I started doing the practices, and I felt better and better every day. It was still hard, but I felt hopeful and convinced that we would be together because I started to realize that he really did love me and is still in love with me. I admit that I still had moments of doubt, but instead of thinking negatively, I started to feel grateful for everything that happened and just wrote down my wishes and gave thanks for everything. I learned how to let it go and not think about it all the time. Eventually, we started talking again, and one day, out of the blue, he asked if we could meet and talk. So we did.

He told me that he couldn´t imagine his life without me and that he was just so hurt, and because of that, he questioned if we could be together and if he could ever trust me. He also apologized to me because it took him so long to think things through.

So we are back together now, even more in love than before, and I feel amazing. I am not jealous anymore, and now I see how important gratitude is and that the way you feel and think is everything. Now, I know I can be happy and allow myself to be happy.

It is really important to shift your thoughts, be positive, and be thankful for everything that you have. For me, it was really hard to stay positive and change my way of thinking, but you just have to believe in yourself and the Universe. So do not give up; keep trying until you achieve everything you wish for. Thank you, thank you, thank you!