The Small Stuff
I started listening to and practicing The Secret last summer. It has been a bit of a struggle. I have a tendency to see the bad in everything (what could happen).
I started practicing little things like – getting the front parking spot, getting my son to school on time (even when the odds were against me), getting smoothly through traffic, and even getting that piece of paper into the plastic sleeve – even when it did not want to budge. It all worked! I suddenly saw this wonderful powerful life in front of me. I created a life that I wanted on a piece of paper and carried it every day in my name badge around my neck. Life was good.
Then suddenly January comes along and everything was going wrong. I wanted a baby – could not get pregnant. I had painful hemorrhaging cysts on my ovaries, my Grandfather died and no one told me, and I started not getting along with people at work. I could not figure out why. I was being nice and positive… (so I thought)
Then one day I received The Secret Scroll titled, “How do I stop my negative thoughts?” Then it dawned on me – I concentrate on my negative thoughts, or I try and suppress them, and I was giving more thought on getting rid of the thought then changing them to good thoughts. Also, I noticed I was having road rage, calling people idiots in and out of work (all inside my head). I was surrounding myself in a HUGE pool of negativity. I was making fun of people and “telling people like it is” to their faces (at fast food places and customer service areas, etc). How would I possibly attract love like that?
Now things are moving in the right direction again. I am still struggling a little, but I have more of a conscious effort to be positive and happy. I will not have the negativity that my family had around my son – he is to be surrounded by a MAJOR positive energy field.
Thank you for your Scrolls – they have helped tremendously!