First of all I want to say thank you.

The Secret literally saved my life. On June 1st, 2013 I decided to take my life. I had just finished writing letters to my parents and my husband. He’s currently in Afghanistan and that day when he called he knew something was wrong. I said goodbye to him and cried in my car for hours because I knew the amount of pain I was about to put him through. I had struggled with depression and psychosis for a couple of years now.

I served in Iraq and in Afghanistan and every time I came back home from a deployment I felt like I was loosing myself more and more. Every time my unit came back we were grieving the deaths of our own and it happened over and over again. My financial situation was horrible because I had to quit my last job due to post traumatic stress disorder. I just couldn’t take any more calls from bill collectors and suicide seemed to be the only way out.

That night I decided it was enough and life was never going to get better. As I laid in bed with the bottle in my hands I thought I should at least watch one last movie before I fell asleep forever. I logged on to Netflix and after about 10 minutes of not finding anything The Secret found me. I remember that a couple of years back my brother read that book and gave it to me, but I never got a chance to read it. Curiosity got the best of me and although I had no idea what The Secret was about I clicked on it.

I was reborn the next morning, I decided to try it by asking for an unexpected $1000 dollars. The whole day I had no clue how I was going to get that money or where it was going to come from. My husband called me that night and told me that his mom sent me a check for a 1000 dollars that she owed him for 2 years!!! I was in complete shock!! That next Monday I went to see my psychiatrist and told her I did not need to come see her anymore because I was saved.

I have been getting everything I asked for in the short time I’ve been using The Secret. From parking spaces to a new job and I just got accepted to go to my dream school. The bill collectors are still there but they don’t bother me as much anymore because I know life will get better. The only thing I need right now is for my husband to come back home to me. I already have a day set in my mind, June 21st, 2013. I don’t know how, but I know it in my heart he will be here with me that day and I thank the Universe everyday for bringing him back to me safe.

I am now helping other veterans with post traumatic stress disorder and introducing them to The Secret. My psychiatrist calls me a miracle and now she is using my story to inspire others who are going through the same things I was going through. I love my life and everyone in it. I have never felt this amount of happiness in my entire life. There are no words to describe how grateful I am to Rhonda Byrne and her team for giving me a reason to live. You guys are truly a blessing from the Universe.