The saviour in myself
I discovered The Secret two years ago when my friend gave it to me after breaking up with whom I thought was the love of my life. I started using The Secret, aka Law of Attraction, immediately, and ALL HELL BROKE LOOSE. I was fired from my previous job, my boyfriend and I separated on bad terms, I was broke with no savings or credit card, and fell into depression. And then I realized all of those things happened because I was subconsciously dreaming and desiring of a new job, a better relationship, and a much better life that I deserved.
I have to admit it was not easy; it wasnt easy trying to get yourself focused on being happy, aligning yourself with your desires and just feeling good, so I asked the Universe for help. And then it all started showing up… Neville Goddard, Wallace Wattles, Jack Canfield, Abraham Hicks, even Oprah, were given to me through books and the internet, sometimes watching TV, and I would get different techniques from all of them on how to attain success. Reading success stories were my personal favorite… it gives such good vibrations. Neville Goddard’s The Power of Imagination changed my life. I tried EFT too and it helped with releasing resistance. I guess what I’m trying to say is that whatever, and I mean whatever, helps you get into that vibration, DO IT! Persistence is the key. And expectation opens the door.
For the last eight months I’ve been writing affirmations on a job I really wanted. I was very specific, like: “I will get an 8am to 3pm schedule, have my own pick up service and equipment, and work in a certain city, like Manila.” I’ve worked for my dream company before, but as a temp, and would pray every day that they would call and hire me as a regular employee and give me all of those things, but I never got the call. My parents would pressure me into getting another job, thinking I was crazy to wait all this time for a call that they didnt think would ever come. And it never did.
But then one day, I think I was crying then and starting to doubt if Im going to ever have my dream job, I got a call from one of my friends telling me there is an opening in their company (he was actually resigning for some abrupt reason). It wasnt my dream company, but it was a job, so I applied for it. When I got home, I realized that everything I have wanted and have written down in affirmations exactly matched this job, except of course for the company… but then I also realized that maybe I wasnt getting my dream company because it did not match what I was asking for from them, like they dont provide service, and you cant exactly choose what city to work in. But this new job, it has everything that I asked for, and it’s the best in the country!
So even before they called to confirm me for the position, I knew that it was mine. There were older applicants, and the requirements were pretty tough, but I felt secure. Way before I even met the editors, I knew that the job was mine. And I am starting next week.
I would like to say that through this process I have found the saviour within myself. Because no one else can think for you, it is only you. I am forever grateful for having known the Law of Attraction, and I am grateful for all the people who made it possible for me to understand it. THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.