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The New Me
Submitted by: S.K.
IndiaI love life...and have the love of my life by my side Thanks to The Secret.
Dear All,
I hope my story helps people understand how to keep their belief, and trust the universe. Its a little long but its wonderful.
I have a great life. I have always gotten whatever I have wanted. I come from a wealthy loving family that has given me whatever I wanted….always!!
Three years ago I started a new job and met this boy. He was so great and we became very, very good friends. About two years after being friends with me, one night after having dinner, he came to my house and told me that he likes me and has liked me since he met me and kissed me. I was so shocked. I had never thought of him as anything more than a very, very good friend. Although in the past month, after a work party, when he dropped me home, I did have a moment where I thought I would really like to kiss him, but of course didnt do anything.
So, after he told me how he felt about me, I thought about it, and decided that I would like to go out with him. He was a good looking, intelligent sweet boy who has been my friend through all the ups and downs since I have known him and I realized we have amazing physical chemistry. AND which girl would not want to date a guy that is crazy about HER!!
Till Feb 2010, we had the most amazing relationship. He was everything I had ever wanted in my partner. He loved me and I loved him. But I was always insecure about his love. So I became very clingy and negative about him and our relationship. The more I tried to hold on, the more I could see him slip away. And he did. He finally told me in Feb that he cant be with me anymore coz its too stressful. And he doesnt see a future with me, so it did not make sense to be together.
The day of the break up, when I was crying about it to my friend, she told me to read The Secret. I knew I really, really loved him and I know he really loved me. He was just tired of all the arguing. So, I read The Secret and realized how much my negativity affected my relationship. I decided to change.
I wanted him back – wanted the love of my life back in my arms. I believed that he would come back, coz I trusted the universe. For three months, I was grateful for everything in my life including the universe bringing my love back. I was always positive and tried to inspire others to be positive. I loved what I was becoming – I was proud of the new me. I did everything to make me feel like we were back together and felt his presence in my life all the time and was VERY, VERY HAPPY.
Two weeks ago, I told the universe that I want the manifestation to start. I wanted it to start, so that who ever in my life was trying to change their thinking would see my wish being granted as proof, and their belief would become stronger. And guess what, the next day at 7:30am I received a message from my ex. The past entire week we chatted, and he told me that he missed me. And then last Friday, he came over. We talked and he kept saying that he missed me but knew that we were not meant to be together, so there is no sense in giving us a second chance. I was so positive at that time that I kept trying to convince him that we do work, that we do love each other – I did this, coz I couldnt believe that after believing for 3 months, after changing myself into such a wonderful positive person – this was happening.
After he left, I was so upset. I kept asking the universe to send me a sign that what happened was a positive thing. It was a sign to show me that my ex still loves me but is just confused. But I didnt get the sign I expected.
Last night, I suddenly realized that I was ready. I was so much at peace. I was ready to take the next step. I felt like something magical was happening to me – to make me ready to receive my wish coming true. I realized that I was so proud of what I had become, and love my new self so much, I just knew that my love and I would be together and he would be more in love with the new me than he was with the old negative me. I just had a very strong feeling that I was ready for my new life. I realized that this was the sign from the Universe I was waiting for. The Universe only knows perfect timing – and that was last night for me. The Universe wanted me to realize that I was finally ready to accept my dreams coming through without thinking how, when and where.
I really feel re-born. Today is the first day of my new life and I feel so, so wonderful. I know that I am receiving my love back into my life right now. I know I will write a story next week telling everyone how my love is back.
So keep believing till the point that you feel you are absolutely ready to receive your wish and dreams into your life with open arms….and you will get it.