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The Greatest Secret Put Me Back On Track.
Submitted by: Ami Mai
RomaniaI am effortless, infinite, eternal Beingness. I am that I am.
Dear Rhonda and the wonderful team,
I would like to give my heartfelt gratitude to you for being a source of inspiration and positivity for countless individuals and for our planet. My self-given name is Ami Mai, which means “I am, I am.” In this lifetime, my mission is to spread joy through my singing voice and to share the Truth with others.
In 2008, at the age of 27, I came across Baird Spalding’s book, “The Life And Teachings Of The Masters Of The Far East.” This book touched my heart deeply, and I felt an overwhelming sense of love and joy while reading it. I knew then that I wanted to be one of those enlightened beings. I was certain that I had discovered the ultimate Truth.
Life took its course, and I got married, moved from Bucharest, the capital of Romania, to a small village, and became a mother. However, I also experienced a period of profound depression lasting four years, followed by a year of panic attacks. Through my own efforts, including participating in music workshops, teaching guitar, leading a children’s choir, and finally becoming a street performer, I managed to overcome these challenges. I cherished the freedom of choosing the cities I performed in, setting my own schedule, and connecting with people on a personal level. However, I eventually lost the joy that had initially driven me. I found it increasingly difficult to find songs that resonated with the Truth, and singing became merely a means of survival. Consequently, I stopped performing and became reliant on my husband once more. I felt trapped in an unhappy marriage, unable to afford mobility due to a broken-down car, and unable to provide for my son in the way I desired, except through my love. As an astrologer, I understood that it was time to shift my focus from external endeavors to internal exploration. Despite the pressures from others to seek employment, I trusted my inner voice, knowing that life would guide me, which indeed it did.
I began watching near-death experience (NDE) stories. Even as a child, while my peers played, I was intrigued by the stillness of the deceased and wondered about the life force within them before death and its departure from the body. I delved into various NDE accounts available on YouTube.
I remembered The Secret. When I first discovered it, I realized I was already materializing what I wanted without knowing it was a Universal law. Even though I felt like I needed something more than The Secret, I found comfort in watching interviews with Rhonda on YouTube. Her words were uplifting, and I was drawn to her kindness and big heart. I learned about “The Greatest Secret,” got the book, and felt a connection. I devoured it, took notes, started releasing, and fell in love with Lester Levenson after reading “Happiness Is Free.”
In the meantime, I got divorced, and my 8-year-old unschooled son wanted to try a democratic school, which we didn’t have in Romania. This meant we had to move to another country. Despite having no money, car, or job, I was determined to take us to a democratic school in Spain. Applying what I knew from The Secret and Tesla’s 3,6,9 method, my son got accepted and enrolled. To my surprise, after 17 days, my ex-husband, who wasn’t talking to me and didn’t want to help, unexpectedly offered to lend me money. This allowed me to buy plane tickets, and miraculously, everything fell into place perfectly.
Our time in Spain was amazing. I continued my inner work while waiting for my son during school hours and had a few unbelievable experiences. One memorable moment was when I parked my car in front of the school and wished that nobody would see me while I read and released. Despite being in plain sight, nobody saw me or greeted me for five whole hours. When I got out of the car, everyone apologized for not seeing me.
One day, we went to Benidorm, often referred to as the Las Vegas of Spain and Europe, to try busking on the street and earn some money. I was so captivated by the skyscrapers and the stunning views that my mind came to a halt. Feeling overwhelmed, I asked for a sign as I couldn’t think straight. After parking the car, I wandered the streets in complete awe and surrender, feeling almost robotic in my movements. My son was speaking to me, but I was responding automatically, without any thought. Eventually, we found ourselves in a very crowded area, and suddenly, hundreds of lights turned on and a firework display began. It turned out that the Christmas market was opening. At that moment, I couldn’t help but cry as I felt I understood a message from God and the Universe: “Don’t worry! I will always guide you to the right place at the right time.” I was amazed at the odds of two people who had never been to the city arriving just in time, without watches, and without even knowing that there was a Christmas market opening that day.
I’ve experienced many moments of peace and clarity throughout my life, but they have all been accidental. However, this time was different. The “event” was announced the night before, as I was asking for help and support from “The Great Ones”. I had a very intense dream where Jesus was dressed in red, with His hands raised and His palms towards me. Behind him, there was chaos – buildings over buildings, all grey. He didn’t say anything, but I understood: STOP searching! You are HOME now.
Since the 19th of April, when this happened, it has never left me, and I have also had glimpses of oneness. I can still identify with my Beingness and access Peace anytime I want to. I understand that this is a process for me, just like it was for Rhonda. On the 08.08.2024 (888), I started being aware of my limitlessness and infinity, and causeless joy became more constant. I can’t wait until I finally see my freedom too, and rest in Oneness for good.
Thank you so very much.