The END Was For A NEW BEGINNING :)
I liked a guy, I am still not able to figure out if it was love or just infatuation but I had feelings for him and strong ones. He was my best friend and lots of times he jokingly told things and shared feelings which I took seriously and one day I told him about my feelings.
He laughed it out saying he just loved me as a friend and there was no future beyond that. I was heartbroken. Our friendship also started declining from then on and it hurt me further. I regretted pouring my heart out. Months passed by, I was regularly following The Secret so I diverted my focus into my career, family and other things. But every time he messaged or spoke to me I got disturbed. I’d feel restless and again it took me a while to be back to normal.
Till then I knew that he was not the kind of partner I wanted in my life and I was actually happy I did not go further, but my heart wouldn’t abide by my decision. I still felt weak when he came around. One day he told me about his new girlfriend. I just felt blank. It affected me a lot again, there was absolutely no co ordination between my mind and my heart, I was just lost!
I cried and finally made up my mind that if I wanted a better relation and if I wanted to move on in life I need to first end this “so-called” friendship! I applied The Secret and visualized all that I wanted. I told him the truth and the fact that our relationship needs to end. After lots of persuasion he agreed!
That day I felt relieved. It was a new beginning for my love life and within a month I found my PERFECT PARTNER :). The one I had been wishing for so long, but just because I was not letting go of few things, I wasn’t moving further.
So that END was actually the NEW BEGINNING for my life 🙂