This is something that happened to us in last 11 days and how it changed our world.
Sometimes when things happen you are unable to allow it to sink in. Unable to understand the why of it. But that my friend, is life. Just when you think things are beautiful and perfect life shows up.

Me, my mom and dad we were returning home after our splendid holiday from Manali and discussing how kind God is. Thirty minutes passed of our journey and this happens.. My mother, the purest soul I have known, suffered a silent heart attack. Within five minutes she just slipped from our hands and we could do nothing about it. We could not stop her from going when every inch of me wanted her to stay. Every bit of me prayed for some magic to happen and her heart to beat once again. We were stuck at a place where there was no proper medical aid. We could just see her going. My world changed in a second. Seven months to my wedding and my mom and dad had just started living their new life and loving each other. Appreciating each other’s presence and company, and suddenly it shook us inside out.

The Secret has been my rescue angel and my saviour for it taught me to stay firm, to stay positive and no matter what, to believe . I believe it happened for her ultimate best because with her kind of health she might have had seen a lot of troubled times but God wanted her to go in peace.

Yes, my mom is in heaven at a better place but is still with me right by my side, smiling at me as I write this. What gives me immense satisfaction is that she left without any pain and struggle. In minutes. And the peace and smile that she had when she left is what is keeping me firm. I remember our grandparents telling us the efforts rishi munnis did for an easy death. She earned it. She was God’s favourite child and that is why there had been no suffering and it came easy to her. The kind I always wanted for myself, where in a second you are in the other world and the suffering does not hit you. Yes I miss her and this vacuum will be a part of me till my last breathe but I have to live for her and make her dreams come true. She has given me a challenge to live by her principles of truth and morality. She is and will always be my angel guiding me to do the right thing and making right choices.