I was very stressed and depressed 3 months ago. I was working overnight in an underground train depot, cleaning trains and attending my classes during day time. Even by doing that I didn’t have enough money to pay the overdue fees to my university I am supposed to pay.

I asked my flatmate if he knows any psychological books to help me because I can’t afford a therapist. He told me to read The Secret. When I asked him whether he had read it he said no, a lot of people keep talking about it, but he hates it. I personally know that my friend has this attitude when he realizes that most people love something. He starts to hate it without reason, even if it is something he really likes.

So because I knew his attitude, I still went ahead and bought the book and read it. And I have never been more glad about anything I’ve learned in my life.

Funny thing is since I was a kid I’ve always known that there was some kind of connection to my thoughts and feelings of what is happening around me. But instead of using it, I had been challenging it and fighting it my whole life. All I used to do is ask for the worst and when I received the worst I say “Is this all you got?”. I don’t even know why, my guess is that deep down I didn’t believe that the universe could give good things to me as well.

But since I read The Secret, I have been given so much proof by the universe, passing so many tests I made with The Power.

I didn’t receive a large sum of money or life changing breakthroughs, YET. But since I read The Secret and currently I am following The Magic book of gratitude 28 days steps, and I have already bought The Power and it’s waiting till I complete my 28 days. I am feeling so much happiness about everything in my life. I feel I am unfairly the luckiest man in the world. Like I receive more than anyone else in the world. I am so grateful for my girl friends, my parents, my sister, my grandma and uncles and my pets, the chance I have to study here in London.

And I even already feel happy and grateful for things that are supposed to happen in the future, like me and my girl friend moving to the USA to study our msc degrees. I don’t even know how I am going to have money to pay for my studies before this September and I definitely don’t know how I am going to pay to a US university in another year.

But what I do know is I WILL. I had always fought the power and now we are together as one. I feel stronger than ever. Funny thing is it talks back to me in my head. I used to think I was crazy. Until I started telling that voice in my head things I need in the next 5 minutes, the voice says back casually “ok cool if you say so”, and there I find those things within 5 minutes. Unopened full cigarette packets, trains to my workplace at unlikely times and much more.

I just wanted to say Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!