Still In Shock!!
Oh my god! Today will be the day I never will forget! It is the beginning of a beautiful future for me!!!
I have been in a relationship with the most amazing girl for nearly 6 years since I was a teenager!! And we always always stuck through so much together. She had been gang raped, and went through cervical cancer, but no matter what, we always got through it. But the 5th year it got seriously rocky. She decided to see if she was still in to guys and she put our relationship on the line and dated a guy behind my back to see if her being lesbian was a mistake.
It went on for nearly two months! The fighting, the crying, it was all ugly. But finally she came around and realized she is destined to be a lesbian, she can not be with a guy at all. So I decided to try again with her. We were happy but the fights were bad because I was so scared of being hurt. We fought so hard and so much all the time. It lasted a couple of months and it went back to being crap! We eventually broke up!! I was devastated for the first week but then I read The Secret and realized that I was so needy and so dependent on the relationship that I lost myself in it. And all the negative thoughts, the thoughts of fear got to me so badly and made everything worse.
I read The Secret, watched the DVD, downloaded the important audio books and preached The Secret to many of my friends. And the results were amazing! I was happy 95% of the time because I focused well on the tasks. I visualized and I was grateful!! But in the process I never forgot to think of me. I did this for a full month. And today I got an email from her stating how broken she was from the break, and how much she misses me more then anything, but on a deeper level!! And that she loves me forever. I WAS SO SHOCKED MY HEART STOPPED!! THEN RACED! I hadn’t spoken to her for a month!!
We are back together and I can safely say for the first time in years I am not scared to be with her anymore because with The Secret I can have whatever I want!
Keep believing! It’s hard some days but never give up!! Thank you to the people who posted their stories and thank you to The Secret team!!!! I now believe anything is possible!!!