I have known The Secret for about ten years now. When I was younger I was very good at manifesting things, then for some time I forgot about it. I struggled financially and also in relationships.

For three years I was going out with a guy – although a very nice person – who didn’t believe in love or relationships. In that time we had a lot of discussions about those subjects, and when we finally ended it, I sincerely believed that real love doesn’t exist. I also couldn’t see a reason why anybody would want to be with me.

So for the coming years I attracted the same kind of relationship: I somehow always ended up with guys that turned out to be married or in a relationship (without me knowing of course). So after this happened to me for the 4th time I asked myself why I’m always attracting those guys, and I found out that deep inside me I didn’t believe that anybody actually wanted to be with me long term. So by attracting guys that are not available I matched my beliefs. I started to work on that.

After approximately a year I met this guy who was perfect for me. We were so in love and a perfect match. He actually wanted to get married to me.
But for some reason I started to fall back to my old beliefs. Whenever he didn’t call for two days I started to worry that he didn’t love me anymore. I started to be unhappy whenever we were not together, I started to become jealous, and I started to think I’m not beautiful enough for him (here I have to say that I’m a professional model). As you see, I got paranoid. Deep inside I was always expecting that he would leave, although he always said how much he loved me. Well, guess what, he left me. He said that he loved me a lot but he felt like he didn’t want to be in a relationship at the moment. I was devastated. Although I knew it was my own fault, I knew the law of attraction, I wasn’t able to change my miserable feelings. This was four months ago.

I picked myself up 1.5 months ago, and I’m working on getting him back now. I will keep you posted on how I’m getting on :).

P.S. My financial situation has improved A LOT. In fact I make about the same amount of money in a month now that I used to make in a year. Also I made myself a list with things that I manifested so far, and it’s pretty long. It helps convincing me in times of doubt that the law really works.