Nearly Lost Hope.
I had been seeing a guy on and off over 2 years but he never committed to me. He was always telling me he was busy with work, etc. When we did spend time together it was great, it is very rare I meet a guy I feel this way about. Instead of walking away, I carried on seeing him casually. My feelings got stronger whilst this seem to push him further away.
Things got to the point where he wanted to be free to do his own thing and not have any pressure from me. I told him in that case I would not see him anymore. A few months later we started speaking again and even saw each other. I thought things were looking up when I discovered he had a girlfriend and he been doing all the things with her that I so badly wanted us to do. This crushed me. In the back of my mind I still believed he was the one for me.
I cut contact and every time I thought of him I was grateful for all the times we had. I threw myself into work and forgot about him.
A month or so later I received a text asking how I was, which I ignored. A few weeks later, more texts came through. He grew more persistent and wanted to see me. He apologized for how he treated me and asked to take me out. I was completely shocked.
It is early days but right now he feels the same as me. It is going to take a while but he is treating me like gold. I can not believe how things have changed. Ask, believe, receive.