My Second Chance?
Ok so I watched The Secret DVD about a year ago, bought all the books and have been actively reading about the LOA. I met this amazing guy on line a year ago. We only dated for 40 days!! During that time I never opened up and was constantly thinking negative things and just holding things back. I still wasn’t ready for a relationship! I broke up with him over a text. He never responded and that was that.
Everyone said to let go so I tried but I couldn’t stop thinking about him. I made vision boards. It’s not easy to let go but I knew that I had to trust the feeling I had for this guy even after a year. I am human, I had my days. I cried when I heard a song. Or I would say “Forget it, I don’t need him!!” I finally decided to stop fighting “fighting” my feelings. I thanked the Universe for having met him and that was that. I still thought about him but I genuinely wanted him to be happy, though I prefer it be with me!
I continued to work on myself. I didn’t value myself when I met him. I thought he was the big prize but really, am the prize!!
After over a year he reached out to me! He sent almost the exact text I imagined him sending! I actually threw the phone across the room because I was so shocked. We are meeting up to talk and I know that if I want things to be different, I need to change the way I behave. Regardless of the outcome, this is the Universe giving us the second chance to have the talk that I wanted.
If you do not value yourself, no one else will!!