My pregnancy story
I and my husband had been trying for a child for four months.Then we finally visited a gynac. He did a few tests and said that I have a semi blockage in my left fallopian tube but right one was alright. Then again we started trying but all in vain. Then I did my endometriosis opt and the doctor discovered some small polyp and successfully removed it. Then the very next month when we tried again I became pregnant. My joy had no limits. But my first TVS just showed yolk sac and no fetal pole (baby). We waited for a week and again did the scan but got the same result. Doctor said that I’ll have to go in for abortion. I was all in distress. I cried for many days and often asked God WHY ME?
Till then all my friends and cousins were suddenly giving me their pregnancy news. And wherever I went in shops or malls or movies I could see only pregnant bellies. We were supposed to wait for two months before starting to plan again. It was hard for me to wait for those months. I use to put a cross on each day in my calender. But in those 2 months one day my friend, who didn’t know anything about my problem, suddenly met me and just casually told me to read THE SECRET. I went on the net and immediately scrolled through its video and read as many stories as I could. I actually started to apply it in my life and things started turning out to be wonderful.
First I did peace with my innerself and stopped blaming about wrong things that had happenned with me. I started to BELIEVE that I was also very lucky and can be successful in whatever I do. I started putting pregnant ladies belly pictures in my phone, and said to myself that I will soon have that belly. Then I started imagining life with my child and used to talk to it daily. I stared sticking positive thoughts all over my board. I wrote everyday in my diary that I was pregnant. This was all before we even started trying.
Then finally the time came when we could start planning again. I used to be so positive and knew that GOD has sent my child to me. I missed my period and was ecstatic about it. But my husband still had fear about my earlier miscarriage and so was waiting for my first TVS which was after 15 days.Those 15 days he never seriously believed that I had a baby in me because I didn’t even have any pregnancy symptoms. But I was very sure that I had this baby which GOD had sent me. I had asked from the universe and I knew it had given me. The day finally came and I finally saw my child in the scan. I had decided that I will share my story on the same day as on which I saw my little one.Thank you Secret and Rhonda Byrne.