My New Beginning, Again
I have believed my whole life that someday I would find true happiness. It has been such a road for me, and to say I’ve seen and experienced hard and dark times is an understatement. However; deep within me I have tried to learn from others mistakes and not be overshadowed by the sad times I have had.
My marriage of many years left me to begin over. With two children, a new place to live (renting), and at the time no job in sight, I left knowing I would somehow be alright. I had countless days of sadness because there were so many days I was a little uncertain. I had to continue to believe, and I am so thankful for The Secret, my inner faith, and the fact that God is all knowing. I now own this home I have been renting, and have found a job within two months of being “out on my own”.
I am a firm believer in the Law of Attraction, albeit I am a believer, some days were just harder than others when all you’ve known is hurt, distrust, leaving, and disappointment. I went through a stage of trying ‘to find myself’ and hurrying God’s perfect timing. It has been almost three years now and I have learned a lot. Mostly being you must learn to trust that you actually believe you will receive.
I have met the man of my dreams, who happens to live 105 miles away, but I believe this to be for a reason as well. I have always wanted to have a rent house, so I believe I will be renting this home out to a mother, looking for her new beginning much like I was, by the end of the summer. I look forward to my fresh start, and the beginning of my new chapter in life, feeling the love of a lifetime that I have waited thirty-four years for.
Thank you, from the bottom of my heart. I love reading the stories and knew someday I would be writing one. I am looking forward to the day he proposes, we live together and spend the rest of our blessed years together in true happiness.