My life now begins
For 28 years I have been an unhappy girl. I am a Christian and I was reared in a good home. Ten years ago this year though something tragic happened in my life and I gave up on life and myself and I finally just now figured out that I had most always had never knew what happiness was.
My boyfriend and I were watching Oprah and saw this about The Secret and we both just knew we wanted to try it. I have been doing this for about 3 weeks, at first it was a little hard but then I started reading peoples blogs and understanding more of how to properly use the secret, and a few days ago, I could not stop smiling, or crying tears of joy, or realizing that something fabulous is going to happen for me and those I love at any moment. I just fell to my knees and thanked the universe and God for the first time in my life I was happy, I can’t tell you how good it feels.
I haven’t actually received any of the things I want yet, but sometimes in your heart and mind you just know they are coming and I am in anticipation of those rewards to come at any moment. I asked God for so long why He left me here and I truly thought there was no use for me to anyone, but now I know that I am going to do great things with whatever I have and am going to have to make things better for the world and my family and friends and finally for me.