I was a shy child. I never had confidence. My mom is very strong and at an early age she always tought me what you put out there is what you get back.

I married at 18, lived in Germany and had my frist daughter. It was a bad marrage. My husband drank and emtionally and physcically abused me.

When I was 25 I met my second husband. He had a son and we had a daughter together. I was working and going to school, then I ended up working full time at a day care centre. I was an assitant teacher going for my CDA then I got pregnant with twins.

We got a house then my husband was dignosed with bipolor disorder. Along with this my eldest daughter was a cutter. When the twins were two I broke my hip and I had four surgeries in one year. My husband was always disabled so I was the worker.

I really lost myself but I always had faith . I had The Secret in my house for about a year but I never read it until we became homeless and lost everything.

Once I read it I detoxed from all the negitve stuff. I realized that I was blocking my happiness. I realized that I could either keep going and we would never get anywere or I could at least start depending on myself and once I did that things just fell into place.

I am so grateful for The Secret. It has taught me so much and even though life is still hard I know with my positve attitude and positive energy that we are all gonna be ok