I was struggling with a relationship because of my alcohol addiction, my fear, and my self loathing. I was determined to get myself healthy, win my love back and marry her.

I sent her an email stating my goal of being mentally healthy, and alcohol free in a year, at which time I declared that we would become engaged, marry, and take a honeymoon to Italy within two years.

I couldn’t sleep after I sent the message, and accidentally (I thought) found The Secret on a Amazon. I thought it would be some sci-fi nonsense and mindless entertainment, so I clicked it.

I watched it once. Then I watched it again.

It was not nonsense, it was an epiphany!

Here, in front of me was the answer I’d been looking for all my life, and didn’t even know I was seeking it. In three hours, it stripped away every preconceived notion I had about religion, wealth, success, relationships, politics, sex, health, addiction, fear and self loathing. In short, every issue I had been struggling with my entire life.

It became clear to me instantly that my desire to win my love’s heart had drawn The Secret to me.

I started applying the principles and in two days I have seen results.

My fear, depression, and desire to numb myself with alcohol are gone. I started my day energized, and every one I met responded to it. I practiced gratefulness, and it’s almost made me giddy.

I have already set my desires to paper, and I am visualizing those things. I’ve never been this excited in my life. I will report back with more success.