My Entire Life Changed!
My story starts like most of them here.
I was mostly successful in what I did but I wasn’t happy. By successful I mean that I usually got what I wanted.
Every step of my life felt like a heavy effort towards life and it kept being interrupted by negative situations. Whenever something good happened to me, something horrible came right around the corner as well.
I was constantly broke, my friendships, apart from very few, constant and stable individuals, were on and off relationships. I never had trouble finding new friends but one day a big fight would come along and I would just kick them out of my life.
The job I had I totally hated, because I couldn’t stand the people I worked with. In the end it was unbearable.
And even though I was in a relationship with the love of my life we fought all the time, broke up, got back together, driving each other literally insane and into depression. And even though we were a mess, I knew I wanted to spend my life with him and wanted to get married, while he constantly refused, of course!
Every word I said, every day I was sad and depressed and I shared my negativity with everybody around me. People around me got negative as well and I couldn’t stand anybody happy near me, so I spoilt their joy or just tried to stay away from them.
In January 2013, this year, after something that felt like a lifetime of pain and emptiness in my heart I watched The Secret.
I forgot about it for a few weeks and in February I started reading blogs and books about the law of attraction. What I asked the universe at this time for, was pretty much a new life. A good job I would love and feel happy about. A perfect relationship with my boyfriend, happiness and joy every day for both of us. An amazing good salary. Strong, happy, meaningful friendships and positive people all around me.
After weeks and weeks of visualizing I first got kicked out of my job. And since I lived and worked at the same place, I literally was on the street with all I owned, two suitcases.
My boyfriend was letting me move in with him and all of that happened only a night before he was supposed to leave town for two months.
For a day I was a mess. I gave myself a day to be desperate. After I pulled myself together, I remembered what I asked the universe for and just practiced believing and being ready to believe.
At this time probably the hardest thing was to practice gratitude, but I soon got better and better and all of a sudden I loved my life.
I applied online for a job and after my interview they called me and I got the job! And the salary was ridiculous good!
My friendships got very deep and those that already existed just got better, while I was able to welcome a lot of awesome new friends in my life.
All of this happened only in two months while my boyfriend was gone. I focused more and more on our relationship and how I wanted it to be and become.
Three weeks before he came back home, he proposed.
When he got home we got married and our relationship has never been that wonderful before.
I know now why we never broke up, even though everybody told us to do so. It didn’t make sense, it was simply this feeling deep, deep inside of us, love!
All I visualized and asked for is now here and my life is filled with love and gratitude! My life now is perfect.