My personal business is picking up again, my relationship with my parents is getting better, and it will get even better from now on.

I must say that I have a whole new love and appreciation for life all due to the Secret and the Laws of Attraction. I was introduced to The Secret in February 2007 by my ex-girlfriend. We had just separated from a 6 year relationship. But at first we still kept the lines of communication open for a few months. I initiated the contact because I felt bad for how we left things. So I apologized for everything that I had done to her and not done for her while we were together. It was burdening me for months. Everything got so ugly and out of control for no reason really, now that I look back on it. It was a really dark time in my life and our break up ended very badly. We had just sold our brand new house that we waited so long for, and we didn’t even last a year in it. She got my pride and joy, our dog. I missed her for a long time, but thanks to the Secret, I can feel her with me, each and every day…. Which is a wonderful feeling!!

As I was watching The Secret with my “Ex” (I will refer to her as Roxanne, it’s not so negative), it was the answer I was seeking my entire life. I dunno about you, but when I was growing up I was always asking myself that life has to be more than this, this can’t be it…this is some kind of cruel joke!! Ahhaa, until that day I first heard the voice of Bob Proctor on The Secret… it all came together some 15 years later.

So I applied some of the practices from that day and attracted numerous things from a feather (not once, not twice, but three times) to large sums of money, to numerous other things. I was so enlightened that I quit a great paying job and had complete utter faith that something better would come along. And I held that intention.

During my time off I received large sums of money which came in pretty handy, as my weekend business wasn’t doing so well and the money I was earning part time was going towards rent and some groceries etc.

But I will admit this… I lost my footing. I got lost. I slipped into depression and began to self-medicate with alcohol and drugs, and began to downward spiral. I had thoughts of killing myself numerous times, I felt like such a failure and couldn’t deal with my life anymore. It was scary. Not to mention all the other burdens that came crashing down… the creditors, my landlord, my personal relationships. It was my worst nightmare. I even got my car taken away… The list is far too long to list all the wrongs that I had attracted in my life all because I had missed a crucial part of the puzzle, and that was due to my greed and the lack of “gratitude.”

So as my money dwindled away, I was left broke with not too many options to go anywhere. So I moved back home with my parents which is an hour away. Stripped of all pride and dignity as I perceived myself to be. But they had no idea how bad my situation really was as I suppressed everything.

I landed a job working in a kitchen, two days after moving to New Hamburg. Everything seemed to be picking up again. But I wasn’t making the money that I was used to – it used to be more than double. I perceived myself as being “trapped” AGAIN!! i.e Living with mum and dad, not making very good money, and still having all this debt. So I self medicated again, slipping in and out of depression. Masking all my feelings as soon as I’d get home.

I have been un-employed now since the end of January. I quit the restaurant job as I didn’t like the environment and they weren’t very nice to me (BUT THAT WAS A RESULT FROM MY FEELINGS WITHIN).

Fortunately, I have my business on Saturday and Sundays, and it keeps me somewhat occupied. But being out of work is the best thing that has happened to me. I didn’t have the money to do too much and self-medicate etc… So broke some patterns which were crucial.

And I reverted back to The Secret as I knew it worked, as I had accomplished SO many things with it before. I even studied Quantum physics, the biology of perception, the “EGO”, the flower of life. And they all go hand-in-hand… “HOW?!” you ask!!!? Because we’re all connected.

So as I searched for work for approximately 2 and a half months I didn’t find anything. I was a financial burden on my parents. It was a struggle. But I had faith, I wanted the job that was right for me…. I affirmed this to myself. I went to 8 or 10 job interviews and didn’t get any of them. I knew they weren’t right for me even though I needed the money badly. In a way I intended to myself not to get those particular jobs.

Until now… *BIG SMILE ON MY FACE*. I’m in the third stage of the interview process which is a guarantee at this point!! I INTEND IT, I REALLY DO. And the job is exactly what I was doing before and pays even more. It’s 20 minutes from home. It will be heaven!! I will keep you posted after I have gone to Houston Texas to finalize my hiring.

I could write a book I swear, there’s so much more to the story than I can share. But the light shines brighter every day, my soul is radiating constantly now, I keep my ego in check as much as I can. I have also learned to understand and practice “stillness”. It’s AMAZING!! I love being outside now, everything is so much more vibrant. It makes the hair on my arms stand on end. I FEEL FANTASTIC!! I LOVE MY LIFE, I SMILE AS I WALK OR DRIVE DOWN THE STREET.

So my goals, my wish list has expanded. I can’t wait for the day that they manifest. It will be a great day in History. So many lives will be affected for the better of humanity, once my wish comes true, it’s so close I can taste it. “Time is precious, but truth is more precious than time.” I have faith in all the things that the Universe/GOD serves me and bless’ me with.

Stay tuned for the next chapter…

With much love and respect!!
I LOVE YOU ALL!
AND FOLLOW YOUR BLISS!

Michael
*HUGZ*