Manifested My Project Partner Back.
Two years ago I met this guy on the internet and we just instantly clicked. As we got to know each other more and more, we felt this connection and this different kind of spark between us. He was from a different city than I was, still, it was like we were in the same place. We were the same age with the same background of study at that time as we were both in college. We both were studying architecture. It was crazy but at that time we were just friends as he was already in a relationship. But somewhere I think I had feelings for him.
Fast forward to a year ago. I got a huge architecture project while I was still in college. It was a huge, life-changing project that I had received. I thought of having him work on this project with me since we were from the same background and we could get a chance to grow together in our own careers through the project. He agreed to it and after a month of working on the project while we were in different cities, he told me his relationship with his girlfriend had ended. He was devastated and I just wanted to be there for him.
We met for the first time when I was visiting his city to meet my relatives. The sparks we both felt in person were even stronger than they had been when we had been talking online. Two months after his breakup with his ex, I told him about my feelings for him. He said he needed some time, as his past relationship had been a really long one. He needed time because it was still fresh for him but he said that he liked me too.
During the span of the next year, things started to get even more complicated as his ex came back and he felt he had not moved on yet. Somewhere, he still had soft spot for his ex, and somewhere, he was afraid due to his past relationships. We meet 4 or 5 times in person during the span of that year and things were like a roller coaster. Sometimes they were really good and sometimes really bad.
Then things between us had started to affect the project. Fast forward to a month ago. We got into huge fight which resulted in me kicking him off of the project. We both had made a lot of mistakes but somehow my gut feeling was that I still wanted to do this project with him. I just could not stop imagining us working together. That is when I again referred to The Secret movie and I started to apply it. I really wanted to apologize to him for bringing personal things into a professional work situation. I also really wanted to have him back again working on the project. I wanted to ask him to come back but I was afraid to ask him out of my own fear he would reject that idea or reject me.
Then one day I asked him and he asked me for time to think about it. I started visualizing us working together, making it a huge, successful project, and him saying yes to returning to work on it. Just one day later he said yes! He said that he wanted to come back to work on the project, and he also apologized for his mistakes.
Guys, it really does work and it has worked for me in the past as well. Just let go of the fear and believe that it is going to happen and it will happen. Enjoy the present moment to the fullest and live in the end result. I truly want to say thank you to Rhonda, thank you to the team of The Secret, and thank you to the Universe for making what I asked for come true for me. I hope I receive a beautiful friendship and relationship with that guy because I truly feel there is something more for us. Something special, something extremely loving and beautiful. I will come back again and write about receiving our relationship.
Thank you, thank you, thank you.