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Lost fertility?
Submitted by: Mia P
Zagreb, CroatiaI'm 18 years old, and an optimistic girl by nature, but people around me tend to shut my dreams down... Not anymore!
I lost around 27 pounds (12kg) in less than three months. I started with right portions of meals and the 3-4 hours intervals between every meal. I assume this was also the work of The Universe, because I can remember repeating to myself that I want to lose weight, and I was constantly imagining how I wanted to look. And I didn’t even cut the chocolates and cakes from my diet (with right amount of course).
But, that is not why we’re here. What happened next I never really expected. Everyone started telling me that I looked awful, too thin, and that I should gain some weight back. But I wasn’t [and still am not 🙂 ] that thin. They just experienced a big shock with my transformation. Anyway, they started warning me, about problems that I will have – hair loss, weakness, and of course, loss of my period. They repeated it constantly, and the thought of losing my period caught my mind mostly. I never thought that I, of all people, could lose it, and deep down inside me I was scared, because I couldn’t imagine myself not being able to have children in the future. And guess what? I did lose it…
Four weeks have passed and I was really beginning to worry, but I thought that it is just a little change and that my body was now adjusting to my new weight. But since then, another 5 weeks have passed without anything happening. I was afraid to talk to anyone about it because they were the ones that were warning me and telling me to eat more. But the thing was, I never stopped eating, I was never starving myself to get thinner, so what was now so different than before?
Once, my older brother suggested me to read The Secret, which I did, obviously. I can honestly tell you that I was enlightened, and I started using The Secret that instant; it was Friday, and I wished to have my period back. Every day, I had the usual habit of thanking for everything I had, but now I truly focused, felt, and understood my words and their meaning. I told myself that there is nothing wrong with me and that my period is coming, and I thanked for it. I imagined that it will happen soon. Even when I was packing my stuff for school on Sunday, I left two Always ultra pads in a side pocket telling myself that I’m going to need them. The next day, on Monday, I was felling a little bloated during school classes, and when I came home I realized why…
P.S. I started to cry after 🙂
Thank you for The Secret!!!