It works!

I had been head over heels in love with this guy for 5 years but all that happened between us was one kiss 3 years in. I would have given anything to make things work. I struggled with letting my guard down when it came to intimacy and I thought only he could help me with that. The kiss between us was my first at age 18. I thought that all my ‘firsts’ would be with him because he was the only person I “trusted”.

Last year I was introduced to the LOA and spent hours researching how to manifest him into my life as more than friends. I felt like nothing worked so eventually I gave up. This year had been difficult and I hardly saw him but still felt in my heart that he’d come back and things would work out. Although it was getting easier to live without him, my heart still ached for him.

Then someone new came into my life and I felt this instant comfort with him. We ended up meeting up with our mutual friend but had some time alone first while we waited for our friend to arrive. I thought it would be so awkward but I felt like he had always been in my life. I actually ended up losing my virginity to him within the first few times of meeting. It just wasn’t like me at all and my friends were very shocked. In 20 years I’d only wanted to be like that with one person. Now within a couple of weeks, I was happily being comfortable with someone I hardly knew and I wasn’t really thinking about the previous guy. I could finally see my life without him.

After a few months I found out he wanted to move away and honestly, it broke my heart. We’d spoken about a relationship prior but neither of us was ready so we just stayed friends. As it stands at the moment, we aren’t talking but it’s made me put everything into perspective. When we first stopped talking I thought it was the end of the world and I cried so much but now a week later I’m okay.

I am better than okay! I’m content with being on my own and excited about whatever comes next. I’ve realized he came into my life for a reason. To make me prove to myself that I can be happy and not have any attachments to anyone. I’ve moved on from the first guy and now I’m doing great without the second.

Whether or not the second guy comes back, I am still going to be happy and have a bright future. The Universe brought him into my life as we were a match at the time. I am now practicing the LOA actively and hoping to manifest him back into my life.

The LOA is always working whether you believe it or not. If you feel it isn’t working then what you are trying to manifest isn’t right for you. I couldn’t manifest the first guy because I wasn’t supposed to. He wasn’t right for me. Trust the Universe! It knows what you need and what you don’t!! Thank you for The Secret!