In Love with Mony
When I was a kid I had true, unadulterated dreams and goals, and as most children I was easily swayed from those goals and dreams by the wise words of hard working people, who warned me that if I wanted to be an artist, I’d be a starving artist and I’d need to get a real job. Needless to say, while my drive didn’t change, I changed my direction and my dreams of being an artist and writer were buried deep and replaced with new ‘real job’ goals.
Coming from a home of abuse and all things wrong I left at 16, and continued to struggle, but never stopped moving forward. At 18 I met Monyka on a blind date, and instantly fell in love, she was my soulmate and we spent a couple of years together, madly in love and not letting the world tear us down. I made the mistake of leaving her, and we never got back together, we moved on and both her and I found ourselves married with children, to the wrong people.
I ended up in a marriage that was not built on love, and had kids, the marriage was a repeat of the life I fled from. I was living in the same household I was raised in, but I believed to many of the wrong myths of wise people to break up the ‘family unit’ so I outstayed my welcome, but not before I knew that something was wrong and missing. In my heart I knew and I knew who it was I was missing. I never stopped loving Monyka and no matter who I was with I was always still in love with Monyka… needless to say, I was bad in relationships, I couldn’t let anyone in close.
I divorced, won custody of my boys and tried to rebuild my company and career, but by this time I had lost much of myself, I still had drive, but no direction, I was struggling with letting other people dictate what was right for me, and one day I cracked. I broke down and knew that the one thing missing from my life was Monyka, and I’d had enough of lying to myself that I couldn’t have her, so I set out to find out where she was, what she was doing and if nothing else, apologize for breaking her heart.
2 years later I’d just about given up, and found her on facebook… I’d looked there a dozen times; nothing. I gave myself one more try and found her! Only 33 days after she was compelled for no real reason to put a profile up under her maiden name! The name I was always looking under! It was then the flood gates opened and despite the possibility that I could not be with her, I poured my heart out to her in a message… she responded and we’ve been together every since.
It was about 7 months from reconnecting that she made me sit down and watch a movie with her… The Secret. It was then I realized that the Universe heard me and it gave me what I wanted most at the time… HER. From there I applied it over and over again and have been seeing the results.
I am still working every day at integrating the practice of The Secret, The Power and The Magic into my life and working hard to make it part of my every day routine because I have the definitive proof that it works. I found Monyka again, my soulmate, my first true love and my only love, the person I believe I was destined to be with from that fateful blind date in 1988. I’ve finished writing a manuscript for a book I started several years ago, and I continue to write with the goal of being published. I’ve retaken control of my life again and have gone back to doing what is right for me and I’m happy again, and I am watching the power of The Secret come through every day. I want to make The Secret practices as much a daily habit as pouring that first cup of coffee in the morning because I have the proof the Univere listens if you really want it bad enough. Thanks Rhonda, you’ve helped to bring me back to me and bring my love back into my life.
The Secret WORKS!