Even as a child, I had been ill treated by girlfriend after girlfriend. I’d grown to think this was normal. “The way of things.”
As girlfriends turned into wives and girlfriends once more, after three fail marriages, I learned through The Secret that I had been sending the wrong message to the universe, over and over again.
I remembered a woman who I’d gone to school with and had become my best friend. I knew she was perfect for me in every way, but she was married. Her husband was very abusive and kept her down all the time. She was jobless and controlled. I shared The Secret with her and convinced her to stand on her own again. I was happy when she had finally gotten a good job and some self-esteem back.
As my best friend, this woman continued to see me through a few crash and burn romances. We both knew we were in love with one another and had been so since high school.
After yet another horror movie relationship and being told I would need therapy to ever be good to anyone, I asked the universe to give me answers and give me peace. I was sure I would turn 50 and be alone. I was good with that. The universe was not.
Not only was it revealed that I had been letting the same selfish, angry and/or greedy women into my heart, but eventually, after having told the universe the woman I really wanted, she, my best friend contacted me and said, “Don’t make any plans, I’m coming after you”.
We are looking to get married sometime next year.
I had been using The Secret for sometime, and once thought filling my heart was too big an order. After remembering The Secret, and that the universe is abundant, I gave it a try and have my very own, Immortal Beloved!