I don’t have good english sorry.

I always found myself ugly because my father was mean and I didn’t learn how to value myself. I was always comparing myself to another girls and I swear, I saw myself as the UGLIEST PERSON IN THE WHOLE WORLD.

So, I watched The Secret, and I asked, asked asked, but didn’t receive anything. I realized that it was because I didn’t actually believe in it. So, one day, I was searching for celebrities that looked like me (because I’m SO skinny and I thought I had some defects like big forehead and big teeth), so I never found anyone beautiful that was that way. I forgot that and accepted I was actually so ugly. Never a boy found me attractive.

One day I was so depressive because of being dumb and ugly, that I said ”Why I am this way? Why?” and I realized that the universe was awsering me, giving more reasons to believe in that! I created another tool; make a question to God. Example: ”How can I be smarter, beautiful and funnier?” and I let it go. I started to understand what people explained to me, I started taking good grades and the most important: I realized I never was going to find a beautiful girl who looks like me, because I’m beautiful in my own way! Yeah, I have things in myself that I don’t like, but I started to see myself beautiful; I stoped looking at the mirror to find out more defects because I already knew I was beautiful!!

All those things about myself I didn’t like, I started to view in a different way, so I respected myself! Sometimes I look at the mirror and see an ugly girl, but I know it happens, it is normal, but you can’t give up!!

Guess what?? A few days later I hang out with friends and meet boys. After weeks, my friends told me that they didn’t stop saying how cute I was! I was amazed, I’m actually beautiful! All the girls are beautiful in their own ways. If some boy doesn’t accept, he is not good enough. That simple. Why do we have to suffer? Silly! I know Jesus and God are not mad at me, I was mad at me. Jesus and God understands you. I know that, I’ve got to believe in that.

I started having faith in everything! I got so much stuff I wanted! Don’t ever compare your life with someone else’s because they didn’t live what you have lived. So you are YOURSELF and you ARE AMAZING! God loves you! You have to love you!
God bless you all!