The Secret Helped Get My Feelings Back
Okay, this is how it goes. My boyfriend and I have been together for a very long time. We got to know each other 4 years ago and since then we have been talking every single day, unless of course we were out of town. Even then we communicated through email and MSM messenger.
Two years after that we were in a committed relationship. Everything was going marvelous, and then suddenly I felt about 8 months after we were officially together that I didn’t love him. I kept thinking thoughts that I love him, I don’t love him. I was so so depressed, and this lasted for almost more then a year. Can you imagine two years of being committed out of which one year I didn’t feel I loved him?! I was on the verge of a nervous breakdown. I just didn’t know what to do. He always kept telling me, babe, it’s just after the honeymoon phase… this happens, relax, stop thinking about it. But during this period I sure knew I couldn’t let this guy go – he was too special.
Then one day I heard my boyfriend mention The Secret. I didn’t really pay attention to it. Then suddenly, I don’t know why, I just wanted to read the book. My best friend happened to have it, and I read it. I tried it, and gave up.
But last week I told myself, NO! I WILL TRY IT AGAIN (thanks to the inspiring stories on this website). I decided to take a diary (the strange thing is that I decided to take out an old diary my boyfriend gave me a year and a half ago for me to use, and I only took it out now that I needed to get him back!), and kept writing, “I love him, I love him, I love him.” I thanked God for him and wrote down his good points. I picked a date on my calender and I wrote, ’17th October: this is the day I’ll confess my feelings.’ I wrote this date on every paper I found, and I kept writing, ‘Thank you.’ And I kept writing how much I love him.
A week passed, and today, the 17th of October, I confessed my feelings. I LOVE HIM AGAIN! It’s an awesome feeling. It’s just fantastic. Now I feel my love for him is on another level – it’s like we are soul mates. I know we will get married one day, and I will live with him and I will love him always.
I did have moments of doubts during the one week I practiced the Secret, but I put those thoughts aside and I kept repeating in my head. I tried my best. Even today I had doubts, but I put them aside.
I hope my story inspires those young girls and guys and even adults who feel they have fallen out of love but don’t want to leave their partners.
I would really like to thank Rhonda from the bottom of my heart. I will always continue practicing the Secret. Thank you so much God and Rhonda.