I knew in my heart he would return
Thank you soooooo much God for bringing the man I love back into my life!!!
The past year has been one of the toughest for me. My relationship with my soul mate ended without any real explanation, my dad got sick, and I found myself lost, jobless, and having to move back in with my parents.
Although there were many days filled with tears and doubt, my heart told me to hold on. My love and I stopped speaking for months, but my love for him never died. When we did start speaking again after 3 months off he still told me that he didnât want to get back together, but I KNEW this wasnât the case. He was just scared… I knew this man well and my heart told me I was right.
Along the way, there were bumps in our time apart, but never for one second did his love for me die. It took him a total of 9 months before he finally saw sense and my prince charming returned!!! In the mean time, I looked after myself, had fun, and even went on a few dates.
He never stopped loving me, he just stopped loving himself. I gave him time to figure things out, I didn’t call him or harass him. I just loved him from afar – knowing that he would feel that love, and he did. It worked!!!
One day in October 2012, it just hit him like a thunderbolt – he was overcome with a power of love which consumed all the fear that he had. He wanted to meet up and this time to fully be with me – he said that he could no longer live without me and he could no longer deny his love. When we met all the promises made the year before came true, but this time with an amazing thunderbolt source of energy, power, and commitment. He changed into a loving man – mature, and now is 100% committed and sure that he cannot live without me. I finally have the beautiful engagement ring on my finger (the exact one I imagined), and we are getting married in 2013!
My message – when you feel it in your heart, no matter what others say, if you feel it in your heart, then HAVE FAITH, remain positive. Have gratitude in every situation. Even when others are loved up and you appear to be alone, give those relationships love and happiness, don’t be consumed in sadness. If it comes for a short while let it come but don’t override with grief. Shower yourself with hope, love, light, and good intentions.
Remember that time apart need not be bad – it gives us new direction, allows us to focus on ourselves, and remember who we are. Don’t push for things to happen – everything happens at the divine right time.
Love, light & happiness to you all… God Bless