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I Don’t Know What To Call It.
Submitted by: Ms Jay
Bronx NYI’m a wife and mother of ten children; three from marriage, seven from natural birth. I’m on a spiritual journey to transforming into a new creature. Life has taken me on many spins and turns and highs and lows. I’m grateful to have overcome many hurdles and excited about how my new view on life is taking me on a whole new journey.
When I first started writing this, I started out with the traditional, “In the beginning.” But as I wrote I realized that my story was more about decisions and how to show up correctly. I have always been a sweetheart in nature and many of my choices were misunderstood and not according to plan at all. Through them all I have learned that how I show up and respond to situations determines the outcome and results that I will continue to see.
A few years back, a relative of mine said I was in the gutter. Those words pierced through me like a nail on a cross. My savior hung on a cross and after three days rose from his grave, as I believe. Now, I too am having my resurrection moment and being made a new creature in Christ Jesus.
I am changing. How I view situations, my verbal responses, and definitely my reasoning, are all changing, maturing on a new level. Not like elevation but as my newfound instructor, Michael Beckwith, calls it, expansion. Expansion so there’s overflow. So I am happy to walk in a new manner on this journey, enjoying this new wisdom and insight that is liberating and gives me peace.