I Chose To Feel Special.
Over the last few years, I dove quite deep into esoteric and spiritual teachings. I sometimes feel like I am an alien in this world. I feel like I am IN this world but not OF this world. Although the words “law of attraction” and “manifestation” are quite recognizable to most people, I think most people tend to associate this with just general psychology. They see this more as a way of “goal setting” and “motivating” themselves to take action. However, in my spiritual journey, I came to the same conclusions that Rhonda Byrne speaks about in her incredible book, “The Greatest Secret“: That this world is but the merest illusion. It is actually my dream.
I study many powerful teachings to this day, but to me “The Secret” is still the most special and important book ever. And I read it literally every day as soon as I wake up and before going to sleep. If you have seen the movie “Inception”, then my physical copy of “The Secret” is like the spinning top, to remind me that this world is a dream. And I am here for one purpose only; to awaken as the one and only infinite being in this Universe.
Although it seems that I am just one person in a world of billions of “others”, there are those who want to tell me that I am just an ordinary run-of-the-mill person. They want to convince me that I am a biological specimen with a mechanical brain. I have been told many times that “You are not special”. And so I decided to really focus my thoughts on affirming that I am special, I am extraordinary.
I know that Rhonda’s books have sold tens of millions of copies and she is a famous author. However, I decided that I am special too and I truly believe that my destiny is that I am one of the most powerful manifesters in the world. And I really began affirming to myself that I am a one in a billion type person. When I began focussing on these thoughts and affirmations, they started to attract more “like” thoughts and experiences to back this up.
One day as I was doing this, I saw an image in my mind. In my imagination I saw a signed copy of 3 books by Rhonda Byrne: The Secret, The Power, and The Greatest Secret. I already owned a signed copy of The Greatest Secret at this point. I kept seeing this image of the three books personally signed by Rhonda. Normally this would be one of the most impossible manifestations. It seems so normal now, but at the time I would have considered this a “God-level manifestation”. Something that perhaps only a few dozen other people in the world have. But I stuck with the combination of truly believing I am special, and also holding that image in my mind.
Over the next few weeks I stumbled across these books for sale online, by someone who had them signed by Rhonda at a book launch in 2014!
It is incredible to be writing this story now. I know I am not an arrogant person because I don’t ever try to “beat” other people. I never see anyone inferior or superior to myself. All I did was decide to think that I am special, that I am extraordinary. This manifestation was a great outward reflection of this!