I Am Pregnant!
I would like to start with thanking Rhonda and team for sharing The Secret with the world. This is my second story.
I am a strong follower of The Secret. And there is huge list of things which I have manifested. To call out a few, I manifested supreme health from a state where I had to quit my job due to my bad health.
Then I manifested a job, an amazing career and then my true soulmate. I could not ask for more. People around me were talking about my perfect and happy life. And then I started hearing comments like “A baby, that would make your life complete”.
Thus we started our journey of trying to become parents. The first year of marriage, we tried naturally with no luck and a lot of disappointment. Then my parents suggested visiting a doctor.
The doctor’s visit was shocking because my diagnosis showed that I have PCOS. And then I underwent several treatments and even a surgery. All this while it was becoming extremely difficult to stay positive when every month the pregnancy test was negative. And then came another shocker when the doctor told us that I need to undergo another operation. I was devastated. Crying and weeping had become a routine.
We decided to consult another doctor and I started imagining how good this doctor would be. She diagnosed me and said I don’t require any operation, just a few medications would work.
And as she predicted, I conceived with the third dosage!
The day I tested positive was the best day in my life. I was in an epitome of happiness.
But this happiness didn’t stick for long. As I stepped into my fourth month, we met with a car accident. Though we were not injured, I was shocked by the incident and it triggered a miscarriage.
I do not have words to explain what I was going through. I wanted to kill myself, I started to hate my self and others. I quit all the social networking sites, I stopped talking to my friends and family members. I started hating The Secret and all the practices.
After 2.5 months of medical leave, I returned to work to realize my managers had rated me the least, when before I was rated a consistent top performer. On one hand I was trying to come back to normalcy, on the other hand I was trying to recover from the actions of my managers. It was becoming difficult to spend every minute in the office and at home.
A close friend of mine who works along with me could not stop himself from supporting me. Whenever he saw I might breakdown, he would take me to a nearby church. I would sit there and cry and sob till I became tired. And every day when I would stop crying, my friend would say, “I have dreamed of you delivering a healthy baby and it is true. You just have to believe”. He is also a strong g believer of The Secret. The irony is that it was me who introduced him to The Secret.
And then he mentioned how we should start The Magic practices together.
Though this was not the first time I was doing the practice, I found it extremely difficult as my current situation was completely different than my thoughts and desires.
And then I reached the day 4 of the practice which relates to career. I wrote a few things which I was grateful for in my current job. Like having a job itself is a blessing. I even wrote about my supportive managers. As I wrote down these thoughts, I imagined how my managers and team is congratulating me for a good job. There was a slight improvement the way I was feeling by the time I stepped into the office that day.
Within an hours time, we were called into a room for an announcement. To my disbelief the announcement was about the resignation of the three managers. And the two employees replacing them were close to me and knew my performance. This incident made me realize that it was the universe telling me indirectly “Your wish is my command”. It was like I just used a magic wand to switch from my current state to my desired state.
Things started improving beyond imagination at the office. And I got promoted twice in a span of 6 months.
While it was all amazing in the office, I was seeing no luck with pregnancy. Every negative test brought back the memories of my miscarriage.
One day my doctor said I have unexplained infertility and the only option would be IVF. I was devastated. I started slipping into depression again. But this time against all odds, I decided to remain positive.
I started The Magic Practices again. We had a one month gap before we could go for IVF. During that month I held my hopes high. I imagined myself pregnant, I started walking and doing daily activities like the way a pregnant woman would do. I even looked for maternity dresses and baby dresses.
And the day arrived when I decided to do home pregnancy test. And I know you would have guessed by now the result.
As I write this story, I see the two thick lines in the test display indicating that I am pregnant!!
I have no words to describe how I feel now. I thought of sharing my story to you even before I share this joyous news with my hubby. He is going to be in tears of joy. Wish me a safe delivery and a healthy baby.
So whoever is reading this story, please have faith, your dreams will definitely come true.
Thank you, thank you, thank you much!!!!