Hopeless Romantic Love.
I hope my story inspires you the way you are looking for.
A little background on my love life. I was big into romantic movies, from Bollywood romance to Twilight to Titanic, you name it. I always dreamed of a guy who loves me beyond imagination and whom I loved from the deepest corner of my heart. You know that feeling where your heart cringes with their sadness and you get that smile that makes your face hurt when they are around.
Fast forward to my late twenties. I had boyfriends, but nothing was like that romance I desired. Something was always missing and honestly, I wasn’t planning to have more than one boyfriend in my entire life but things never seem to work out. At one point I was so frustrated as most of my friends had gotten married and I still wanted the love of my life.
I am a firm believer in the LOA but there was still some part of me that didn’t want to let go of the current reality or comparisons of my exes. I was always rejecting guys or speculating the worst. At last, I realized I had to let go. I had to make peace with where I was. I had to be satisfied and happy with being single so I focused on work or art whenever I got negative thoughts of not having love. When I saw someone else in love I simply appreciated that and tried to be as genuinely kind as possible. It was like a back and forth game you have to play with your mind. Every night I just thanked the Universe for everything that I had. Sometimes I said things like, “Thank you for bringing me such an honest man into my life.”
Within a week, out of the blue when I was just walking down the street, I bumped into a man. He was tall with big shoulders, such considerate eyes with such a manly voice.
Now we are getting engaged on my birthday! Thank you!!