High School Sweethearts
Well I have been married for almost 6 years. Its been quite rocky as I had gotten married at 19 with my high school sweetheart. I knew I had a great man but as time went by I started to become angry with myself. I had a stressful job and did the cleaning and day after day was just depressed. I felt as though I could not catch a break.
I had come home a little early to surprise my husband from being in Tennessee for a week. I got home and it was, “Hey hun”. I thought to myself really that’s it? We got in a fight because I thought he would have been so happy to see me and our son. Couple of days past and it’s now July 27th..This day changed my life! I as usual was upset because I wanted a second baby. I felt like my husband didn’t care about me because he would always say “no just wait. I never could understand why. We were married, working and had our own house, what’s the deal? So while at work on this Monday I decide to call him and say “we need a meeting” he says okay and we proceed with our day. So now it’s time to talk and I say “what are you feeling?” He says “I think this is the end of the road for us. We argue all the time and I just dont feel the same way about you as I once did.” Hit me hard I lost it. Thinking to myself, is this how it’s suppose to happen? 6years of marriage just thrown away like that? It couldnt be!
I thought maybe if he thought about it he would have a change of heart, but still no. So I moved out to my dad’s and we were separated. My step mom gave me “The Secret” to read. She has never read it but she had it lying around. She said tell me what you think, I’m not much of a book reader…at all. This book is so interesting I just could not stop reading it.
From that moment on I knew what to do.
Everyday I would write my story in my journal along with great qualities that I loved about my husband. I made a vision board with all my goals and dreams. All my stuff was packed and ready to go. Since my anniversary was coming up I had booked a hotel room for that weekend. From that point I felt strong I felt assurance that I will have my husband back. People would tell me they saw a difference in me. I was strong, no more tears, smiles all day, and just happy with me and my life.
A month or so had passed and still nothing. I would always say “My husband loves me abundantly” and “I deserve him and my marriage.” I would visualize at work whenever I could just to get that security of yes it will happen. Of course some days I would have doubt but I would always change it to positive. I knew it would work I am suppose to be with him.
One sunny beautiful day my husband came over and asked me if I could come and talk? Now we see and call each other a lot so yes I knew it would happen but just thought he wanted to talk about finances. I get outside and he takes my hand and we walk. He tells me” Babe I found the love I was missing. I want to make this work I miss you…come back home.” Oh my, really? It really just worked? I started to jump and scream and thank everyone. So happy to have what I lost. So from that point on we have been together forever and going strong.
I did doubt in the beginning but one day I just didnt. I always knew we were meant to be together. Not a day went by that I didnt picture our 2nd baby, or us being together, us being a family again. So we did go to the hotel for our anniversary…and it was awesome.
It is such an amazing feeling when you finally get what you attract. Dont get upset if it’s not in a day or two…the things that take longer are the ones that are the best! Dont ever doubt, let go of your fear and you can have whatever you want. Im so happy and extremely grateful for finding God through all this. I know it was God that brought us back.
I am blessed and grateful for all that’s in my life. Have Faith don’t loose it….