He Moved On.
First, I would like to thank God for walking with me through this hardship. I broke up with the love of my life in 4 months ago out of my negativity, depression, fears, and insecurities. I felt he didn’t love me anymore and he deserved better. We were together for 2 years and 6 months but I pushed him away. We tried to make things work but my depression made me push him away and end things. A week after the break up I texted him asking him if we could reconcile but he told me he moved on and that he was fed up with my behaviors and negativity.
That was when I discovered The Secret via Google. I came here and read so many success stories on how people got their ex’s back and I felt encouraged. A month after the break up I texted him again, asking him if we could meet, talk and try to reconcile as I still loved him. He called me the next day and told me one thing; that he has moved on and that we cannot date. I didn’t lose hope because I still believed that he still loved me. Unfortunately, I had days when I broke down and cried but I realized I was not letting him go. I decided to pray for him and myself and I am grateful for the love, care, support and kindness that he showed me. He really loved me and prioritized me above everything else but I did not reciprocate his actions. He was everything I wanted in a boyfriend and we had plans to get married but I messed it up.
I wanted a sign and God showed me signs twice that he moved on.
I am still in love with him and I wish I could have a second chance with him to make things right but I have to accept that he is gone. I pray for us to have what’s best for us. I pray to God to help me be a better person until I meet my future husband if it is not my ex.
I wish him love, success, joy, peace, blessings, and favor in his life. He was my best friend and love of my life. I have to live with the fact that he is gone but I am glad I had been given these signs because I was going to wait for months or years for someone who is never coming back.
All I can do is carry those lessons with me but I now am able to start to let go and use this for my future.