I got married young, at age 22. Since then I tried to get pregnant; my biggest dream is to have many kids. Every month I got my period, and again I used to cry and couldn’t understand why at my young age I have problems.

After two years of trying, we went to a fertility expert. She tried almost everything, from hormones to sperm injections and many more treatments, but month after month nothing happened. I can’t describe the emptiness and the sadness that I had every month, counting twenty-eight days to know if I’m pregnant and nothing.

Then I saw the movie, which reminded me of a Kabbalah book that I read once. I started to imagine myself pregnant every day during recess time, even for two minutes. I painted pregnant women all day long, I wrote hundreds of times the sentence: “Thanks God, I’m pregnant, God is good, he helps me,” and I took a picture of a pregnant woman and I glued on my head and watched it every day and night. I was dreaming of buying myself new maternity clothes, and I wrote letters to GOD telling him of my sadness and asking him all the time to help me to show me the solution, the way to be pregnant.

Then one day I went for my doctor appointment and the “fertility expert” told me she is leaving the clinic and I should look for someone else to try to help me. Well I was in shock. After a year of treatment, why now? We might be really close. Well, I decided that GOD does everything for good. I bought her flowers to thank her even though she didn’t help at all. And I took off from treatment for a while.

One day my sister in law told me to go see a doctor in the city she heard about from her friend. He took $1000 for an appointment, but I didn’t have the money so I rejected the idea. A month later again I heard the name again, and then two weeks later, I had an offer from a family member to pay the visit, so I agreed to take the money and go, even though the doctor wasn’t a fertility expert, just a regular doctor and I had already been in a year of fertility treatments. But my sister in law insisted to me to go, even once only, so I went.

The first appointment by him, he already knew what my problem was that was preventing me from being pregnant for five years!

I continued to imagine myself and paint my pregnant woman every day for a year already, I knew The Secret from the Kabblah learning, but I never really used it until the movie reminded me of The Secret. I heard about it from Kabblah classes about the power of positive thinking for thousands of years. The Kabblah teaches to think positive.

By the second appointment, the doctor gave me some medications and he cleaned the uterus and the tubes for twenty minute procedure. On the third visit, I was pregnant! Thanks GOD. He helps me with his power – this power is within all of us.

On Valentines day I gave birth to a beautiful amazing baby girl!

Never give up! Always be a believer; God is there, he is the creator of the universe. He can do for you anything you want for being good and helping others to be and do good in this world. Even a regular doctor helped me after years of infertility treatments. In my case that specific doctor could help me, while others doctors didn’t even have a direction.

Thank you GOD/UNIVERSE for guiding me hand by hand to bring life and light to this amazing world.